I am humbled by the outpouring of support. Of love. And I'm honored, Danielle, that you conflated me with Annaliese. I miss her and pray she's doing well. For a time, I posted as Annika, but Annaliese was in a class all by herself. I still remember her avatar.
Instead of considering my last post an epitaph, I've decided to view it as a first step on a new journey. I have not yet received a formal diagnosis and hold out hope the memory gaps and similar incidents can be mitigated. I quit driving (two months ago out of concern for all the families of five with whom I share the road). But I have no problem watering the scores of trees I planted fifteen years ago. I will keep dancing.
today is my daughter's birthday. Thursday, I have an appointment with my VA provider. Not to worry, families of five, Hannah will be behind the wheel.