@Christina152, I have now read through your blog and I recognize so much of what you write, from the non-trans environment in the 70s (for me) and the did not really fit the standard in school, to the late hatching of the egg.
I am one year behind in my acceptance of myself as transfemme and I hope I can reach some kind of femme-leaning state myself, as you have. I
really appreciate your posts, I hope your femme-integration continues to be successful and I do look forward to your next blog post.