I was feeling kinda down today. I wasn't being very social at the Christmas party this afternoon, and was feeling dysphoric too.. I didn't get to talk to my cousin much at the party, and was really bummed about it. Her and I are very close, and she's supported me from the early days of my journey. She wanted to get a picture of us, and I hated the way I looked in it when she sent it to me. I decided to compare it to the picture we took last Christmas, and omg, my face has changed. My face has gotten smoother, and softer. One minute I'm feeling dysphoric, the next minute I'm feeling euphoric.