Adrift

[Susan ✅]

Get me a screen shot

[Lilis]

When I'm on that page, I only see two buttons. Down and user actions. Down takes me to the bottom of the page, while user action do nothing when I push it.

It sounds like JavaScript isn't loading properly in your browser.

try refreshing the page, clearing the site cache.

Or try a different browser or device.

~ Lilis 🌷

[D'Amalie]

File this away and refer often.  You'll be fine, not easily so, but ease in.  I found my family to be the most important thing after all.

Hi Jessica
Being in therapy makes a lot of sense in a situation like this.  It is not just about coping, it is about having a safe place to think out loud and to be understood.  Talking things through with someone who can listen without judgement is...essential when the feelings run this deep and have been present for...a lifetime.

What you said about HRT calming your mind will resonate with many people.  That experience is real and meaningful, even if circumstances meant you had to stop.  It does not commit you to anything and it does not disappear just because you chose to prioritize relationships at that time.

Feeling worn down and wondering whether it is time to let go of a long held hope is very human....Please keep talking and be gentle with yourself as you work through this.