About 12 years ago, I used to spend many of my evenings on a website called SissyMaidScene.
It was a small community, but it meant a lot to me at the time. That's where I met a woman who went by the name "Pansy Ancelina" — an older English woman, I think — who became a kind of mentor. She helped me ask myself the right questions, understand who I was, and grow into my feminine side.
She was patient, kind, and incredibly supportive.
Unfortunately, about 10 years ago we had an argument, and we never spoke again. The site disappeared, her email too, and I lost every way to reach her. She had many contacts in the transgender community, so I sometimes wonder if she's still around somewhere.
I'm writing this here on the off chance that someone might know her, or know what became of her.
I regret deeply that things ended the way they did. She played an important role in my journey, and I wish I could tell her that.
