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Started by Charlotte Kitty, January 02, 2026, 12:57:20 PM

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Devlyn

Quote from: Charlotte Kitty on Today at 01:13:20 PMI do sometimes wonder if my transition is just an ADHD obsession and dopamine source. But then theres no way I could go through with the things I am if I wasn't at least gender flexible. I'm guessing most people would get distressed at the idea of being the opposite gender? I think some days I'm male in my head, but still love having a more feminine body. In any case it still feels good so I'll just run with it!

Me in a nutshell. 🙂

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I think a lot of us starting out have those questions, searching for the "why".

Eventually, we reach a point where why matters less than how or what.
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Charlotte Kitty

Quote from: Lori Dee on Today at 03:12:46 PMI think a lot of us starting out have those questions, searching for the "why".

Eventually, we reach a point where why matters less than how or what.


I just wonder sometimes with not having that strong childhood dysphoria many have. But it feels right and I just go with my gut. I'm kinda happy I got to live as a man and now get to live my final years as a woman. Unlike many I don't hate and regret my life as a man. But it's just not for me now...I feel different. Not sure I'd go back and change anything.  The only single thing I sincerely wish I could change in my life is my psychological state. Everything else happened as it did and I'm perfectly at peace with it all.
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