So over the past 3 years as I found out (and received an official) autism diagnosis, and coming out as a woman, I have found that most people have no idea what it would be like to be both masking to fit in with society in general, but then also masking and trying to hide my feminine identity, even though I was born intersex and I have an INFJ personality, and when I was diagnosed with autism, the psychologist noted that with my autism throughout my life I had been displaying a lot of things that were normally seen with women with autism and not men.
And now, while I'm still seeing an Occupational Therapist and looking back, when I started overloading from my sensors and blacking out, I believe it's because my body (especially after spending a few weeks of working in a garden center for a few weeks where with the humidity it was 35C+) had just reached that point where I could no longer mask my autism or femininity, and I had to accept that God had created me this way, even though I was in a society and family that was conservative and I was suppressing everything to fit into how people were expecting me to act and present. And it just, eventually, caused me to develop a condition that doctor's were at first thinking was lupus or something else, or possible two different diseases working seperately but weakly tied together, however, over the past year, since I came out people have noticed that I have improved dramatically.
A few days ago I was watching this video of another Christian Transgender woman, and I couldn't help but notice (I haven't watched the whole video yet) that when she's describing her early life, it was very similar to mine, although my medical problems started twenty years after they started for her, but it was the medical issues that really drew me to how similar our lives and faith lives are as trans Christian women:
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So are autism and transgender connected---possible, or it might be that they are two different things that are in the same body. On my autism side, when I read the Bible, I identify a lot of how I view the world as how the prophets like Isaiah, or Ezekiel, Elijah---even John The Baptist, saw the world with God showing them, and how they were following what God had sent them to do, and to most people they were annoyances and did not follow the societal norms.