Lost

[PhilippaRees]

I enjoyed it very much. I felt very comfortable

It was the same for me, I went to a restaurant the day I got my first dress, for some reason I couldn't stop my self and didn't want to. I felt felt incredibly comfortable and normal, it was an amazing thing to experience. And I was pretty much a man in a dress at that point.

[Dawn Kellie]

I told someone my male name and also I respond to Kellie I was told it didn't matter. Kellie was welcome.

[coral]

I had very long nails for male or female.  Finaly had to cut them because I had a terrible time changing my recently pierced earrings.  Those little keepers were impossible to hold onto with long nails.  I need to change earrings again with short almost non-existent nails.  Just putting it off, because one ear is a bit sore.

The last few weeks, I have been wearing a denim skirt every day regardless of what was planned, who I would see, or who would see me. I'm finding that "No one cares"!

I am working with a makeup professional who works with transwomen to create a more feminine appearance. I am excited.  So far, we have just had a consultation.  We developed a plan to reach my goal of appearing feminine without a heavy makeup look.  I want to look like I have no makeup on, but no doubt I am female.

Smiling, 
    Coral

[Dawn Kellie]

I was able to find a different therapist that will do a consultation. Same day and time as my previous appointment.  Things turned around.

[Dawn Kellie]

I changed my avatar picture. It's another AI. I think it looks a little closer to me. The only thing the AI screwed up is i asked for a B cup. Those are not a B cup.

[ChrissyRyan]

I changed my avatar picture. It's another AI. I think it looks a little closer to me. The only thing the AI screwed up is i asked for a B cup. Those are not a B cup.

Seems big for a B cup, regardless of band size.

[Dawn Kellie]

That's what I thought. I did like the face I think it's close but I'll have a get more wrinkles and bags

[Lori Dee ✅]

That's what I thought. I did like the face I think it's close but I'll have a get more wrinkles and bags

You can always crop it so the image frames your face.

[Dawn Kellie]

You can always crop it so the image frames your face.

I font know why I didn't think of that. Just did and changed it. I don't know if I would.want them that big. I liked the look but wow it would be awkward trying to work on machinery

[Lori Dee ✅]

I font know why I didn't think of that. Just did and changed it. I don't know if I would.want them that big. I liked the look but wow it would be awkward trying to work on machinery

Now we can see your face. Looks really nice!

[Dawn Kellie]

I would love to look that good. The eyes are more correct. I can get therein will take time

[ChrissyRyan]

I had very long nails for male or female.  Finaly had to cut them because I had a terrible time changing my recently pierced earrings.  Those little keepers were impossible to hold onto with long nails.  I need to change earrings again with short almost non-existent nails.  Just putting it off, because one ear is a bit sore.

The last few weeks, I have been wearing a denim skirt every day regardless of what was planned, who I would see, or who would see me. I'm finding that "No one cares"!

I am working with a makeup professional who works with transwomen to create a more feminine appearance. I am excited.  So far, we have just had a consultation.  We developed a plan to reach my goal of appearing feminine without a heavy makeup look.  I want to look like I have no makeup on, but no doubt I am female.

Smiling, 
    Coral

This makes a lot of sense.  Just a little makeup and one can look a bit nicer.

I do not keep my nails long.  It simply works better for me.


Chrissy

[Petunia]

Hey Kellie,

So I'm out to my therapist.

She warned me that eventually everything comes out!

So I admited to crossdressing at a young age, going through a fetishistic stage through male puberty, disgust in middle age and repression and sudden reimergence at late fifties.

She said she already though I was cd.  It's pretty obvious if you know what to look for.

One thing she said was she never saw any facial hair. I thought this was the last thing someone would pick.

I went through everythimg I'd done (briefly), things I'd read, stuff I'd read about being transgender and how I'd been ticking off all the " you might be trans if" stuff.

I shared stuff I read online and she gave me stuff to read as well.

I only have one more appointment with her and once again I spilled my guts despite my wifes wishes but it was going to happen.

My wife isn't happy about me opening up to another person, but she accepts thats what therapists do.

So for now, my wife says a little crossdressing at home is ok, makeup when she isn't home is ok.  No crossdressing out of the house as it would reflect on her.

I've said our marriage is the most important thing in my life and I can't lose that.

I still don't know where I sit. It's not total dude, it's probably nb but so much of what I've read and seen ticks the boxes of you might be transgender if.....

I really haven't discussed this fully with my wife and it's too soon to do it.

I wish my life was so much simplier.

[Dawn Kellie]

Hey Kellie,

So I'm out to my therapist.

She warned me that eventually everything comes out!

So I admited to crossdressing at a young age, going through a fetishistic stage through male puberty, disgust in middle age and repression and sudden reimergence at late fifties.

She said she already though I was cd.  It's pretty obvious if you know what to look for.

One thing she said was she never saw any facial hair. I thought this was the last thing someone would pick.

I went through everythimg I'd done (briefly), things I'd read, stuff I'd read about being transgender and how I'd been ticking off all the " you might be trans if" stuff.

I shared stuff I read online and she gave me stuff to read as well.

I only have one more appointment with her and once again I spilled my guts despite my wifes wishes but it was going to happen.

My wife isn't happy about me opening up to another person, but she accepts thats what therapists do.

So for now, my wife says a little crossdressing at home is ok, makeup when she isn't home is ok.  No crossdressing out of the house as it would reflect on her.

I've said our marriage is the most important thing in my life and I can't lose that.

I still don't know where I sit. It's not total dude, it's probably nb but so much of what I've read and seen ticks the boxes of you might be transgender if.....

I really haven't discussed this fully with my wife and it's too soon to do it.

I wish my life was so much simplier.

I have my therapy appointment in a couple hours. I had a pre appointment form to fill out and I already told my therapist I'm questioning my gender.
Good luck and if life was simple I'd get bored.

[ChrissyRyan]

Hey Kellie,

So I'm out to my therapist.

She warned me that eventually everything comes out!

So I admited to crossdressing at a young age, going through a fetishistic stage through male puberty, disgust in middle age and repression and sudden reimergence at late fifties.

She said she already though I was cd.  It's pretty obvious if you know what to look for.

One thing she said was she never saw any facial hair. I thought this was the last thing someone would pick.

I went through everythimg I'd done (briefly), things I'd read, stuff I'd read about being transgender and how I'd been ticking off all the " you might be trans if" stuff.

I shared stuff I read online and she gave me stuff to read as well.

I only have one more appointment with her and once again I spilled my guts despite my wifes wishes but it was going to happen.

My wife isn't happy about me opening up to another person, but she accepts thats what therapists do.

So for now, my wife says a little crossdressing at home is ok, makeup when she isn't home is ok.  No crossdressing out of the house as it would reflect on her.

I've said our marriage is the most important thing in my life and I can't lose that.

I still don't know where I sit. It's not total dude, it's probably nb but so much of what I've read and seen ticks the boxes of you might be transgender if.....

I really haven't discussed this fully with my wife and it's too soon to do it.

I wish my life was so much simplier.

I hope something good comes out of the therapy for you.  Therapy often helps.  Clarity of your thoughts should develop over time.

Chrissy

[ChrissyRyan]

I have my therapy appointment in a couple hours. I had a pre appointment form to fill out and I already told my therapist I'm questioning my gender.
Good luck and if life was simple I'd get bored.

Kellie,

I hope it was a productive session for you.

Chrissy

[Stottie Girl]

I hope you got the answers you were searching for Kellie.

[Petunia]

Good luck Kellie.

I hope things start to become clearer for you and your wife is ok for where you are headed

💓

[Dawn Kellie]

Just finished my first therapy session. It was great, I got teary a few times. She wants to work more on my anxiety and gender issues. She did say she could see me perk up taking about the possibility of transitioning.
I feel better than I have in awhile.  This will be a good thing.
Thank you all for the positivity

[ChrissyRyan]

Just finished my first therapy session. It was great, I got teary a few times. She wants to work more on my anxiety and gender issues. She did say she could see me perk up taking about the possibility of transitioning.
I feel better than I have in awhile.  This will be a good thing.
Thank you all for the positivity

Big hugs.


Chrissy