Lost

[Dawn Kellie]

I'm still stumbling around in the dark a lot

[Lori Dee ✅]

Please leave the Title

Got it. I'll let you get settled in.

😀

[Dawn Kellie]

Going for a mani/pedi this afternoon. My daughter and I are going together, she's paying..its my birthday present. I'm hoping to get a couple of minutes to come out to her. She will be my sounding board for telling my wife.

Still not sure what color to put on my toes. I'm thinking a pink or peach.

I decided to wear my bralette again to day. With my moobs (man boobs) and the padding I have a little shape.

Trying to get used to a blog of me. I will add as things go on.
Thank you all for being so supportive of me as I stumble around figuring me out

[Lori Dee ✅]

I'm hoping to get a couple of minutes to come out to her. She will be my sounding board for telling my wife.

Still not sure what color to put on my toes. I'm thinking a pink or peach.

That sounds like a good idea, and fun! Maybe let her pick the color. It could be a bonding moment!

Hope it goes well.

[Stottie Girl]

Going for a mani/pedi this afternoon. My daughter and I are going together, she's paying..its my birthday present. I'm hoping to get a couple of minutes to come out to her. She will be my sounding board for telling my wife.

Still not sure what color to put on my toes. I'm thinking a pink or peach.

I decided to wear my bralette again to day. With my moobs (man boobs) and the padding I have a little shape.

Trying to get used to a blog of me. I will add as things go on.
Thank you all for being so supportive of me as I stumble around figuring me out

That sounds like a really nice afternoon to spend with your daughter. The fact she is paying sounds like she is already accepting of you.

You seem to have no fear Kellie, I wish I was a bit more like you. I worry far too much about what total strangers may think of me. It has held me back all my life. You are so brave to tackle everything head on!

[Dawn Kellie]

Not everything head on. I still have to tell my wife I'm trans. That one keeps me on edge.
But, when I decided something I go forward.

[Dawn Kellie]

Nails are done. My toes are a glitter pink..fingers simple matte. I was wearing my toe rings and anklets the young lady doing my pedicure loved my anklets  ine has a K on it. She even made sure to get my toe rings postponed correctly when I was done.
I didn't get the chance to talk to my daughter and let her know I'm trans. We were separated by several chairs. Im going to soon but I work the next 3 days and am only home a couple of hours before bed

[Dawn Kellie]

Another work week where i have to work Saturday  I work every other Saturday, with Sunday off or Saturday off and work Sunday.  That's not so bad it's the 12 hrs days I work that get to me.
I feel like I'm just going in circles sometimes. Work, home, shower, sleep and back to work.

I saw my honey for 5 minutes yesterday. The sch8is getting to me. If I didn't have IRS trouble I'm working through I'd scream and run away.

Life always seems to have little things to keep you off balance.

[Stottie Girl]

I feel your pain. I've done my share of 12+ hour shifts. It's no fun Kellie. I had a job where I was working 08:00-20:00 then straight on call from 20:00 until 08:00 the next day before starting work again immediately at 08:00 on an 08:00-16:00 shift. Sometimes it went on like that for days. Other times I would work 14 days without a day off. They made me sign a waiver to the working time regulations so they were able to pretty much abuse the employees. Good money but I ended up breaking down and resigning. Work can really suck sometimes.

I'm in a different job now, part time with a crap wage and I've never been happier! I'm lucky I can afford it (just!). I know not everyone can.

[Dawn Kellie]

In my next life I want to be born wealthy and less good looking 🤣

[Stottie Girl]

In my next life I want to be born wealthy and less good looking 🤣

Can't we be both?

[Dawn Kellie]

Can't we be both?

I didn't want to be greedy.