So here's what I've written back to the Chief Executive who had written to tell me that this was all for my care and safety:
Karen McDowell
Chief Executive
Surrey Heartlands
Dukes Court
Woking GU21 5BH
Ref Tilly [Name Redacted]
Dear Ms McDowell,
Thank you for your letter.
You claim that you have enacted this traffic light block on my hormone treatment out of patient safety. This is gaslighting.
I am a post-operative female, with no naturally occurring hormones, and for the past 6 weeks have been left without hormone treatment which is extremely dangerous for physical, emotional, and mental health. There is nothing about patient safety in these actions: it is an act of gross negligence.
My national Centre for Transgender Health in Nottingham, under whose safe expertise and auspices I have been for 12 years, are tearing their hair out over what everyone else considers your stubborn ignorance. Until now it has been the accepted and sensible practice of GP surgeries throughout England & Wales to liaise with the national Centres for Transgender Care, feeding back blood results and adjusting medications accordingly.
That this is a deliberate anti-trans policy is evidenced from two things.
1. I take a micro dose of Testogel. This is a far more potent and dangerous drug than estrogen and yet you have left this unblocked and available for me to order on repeat prescription. In other words, you are consciously treating me as if I were a male, which is outrageous.
2. My natal cis female friend [Name redacted], living at the same address, has just switched her HRT from pills to patches without any issue or block at all. Ergo, once again, demonstrating your anti-trans attack on me.
As it happens, I was born with a chromosome mutation which made me naturally intersex. That I should be outed to have to write such personal details to you and others is appalling, especially considering that I have a Gender Recognition Certitifate.
I have written to my Member of Parliament and I will not stop until this anti-trans ban on my treatment plan is lifted. I will not hesitate if necessary to take legal action against Surrey Heartlands, the GP Surgery and their Pharmacists. The last time I took an organisation to the High Court I won a six-figure sum so I'd advise you to think very carefully.
And please don't ever gaslight me again.
Yours sincerely,
Dr Tilly [Name Redacted]
c.c.
• Will Forster MP
• Richard Morgan-Jones, Sunny Meed Practice Manager
• Clinical Pharmacists, Sunny Meed Surgery
• Surrey Area Prescribing Committee
• Surrey Integrated Care Board (ICB)