Ashley thank you for your kind words, I felt a bit tearful after reading them.
Everyone that I told about this said, without exception, that they were honoured that I trusted them with something so personal. They are all people that I care about greatly so I knew they would probably be OK with it but to hear what they said brought me much closer to them. Once I knew how I was feeling I knew that I had to tell them.
I just need a way to tell the rest of the world now.
And you are right there was no mob with pitch forks, how did you know I was thinking that way, lol