Why do people want me to stick my head in the sand? Why do they want to engage in the same circular conversations that go nowhere? I didn't even want to bring it up. Yes. I sound sad. That's because I am. I wanted to ask about medical things that, mostly, have nothing to do with anything that is trans related. Sure, there's the endo appointment. But I'm also a diabetic. But I never got to bring that up. I just wanted to remind them of the impending eye doc appointment. They just start up the same circular nonsense. It just adds to my anxiety, disturbs my already shredded sleep schedule, and gives me constant stress headaches. "Just do what makes you happy." I don't even like waking up. I just do things to TRY and speed the day along so I can go back to sleep or at least try to.
