Tammy's Crazy Ambitions (Sponsored by Self-Doubt)

[tammy753]

I plan to talk to my therapist on Monday about it. I put it into Google AI and it seems to part of my Agoraphobia and other issues. My therapist wanted my to start this blog to share things instead of bottling them up and dwelling on them. Apparently she thinks I am closed off. I thought I overshare so I don't know who is write but I am paying her and the customer is always right, does that work for therapy?

Also I am having concentration issues today which I am sure it related to all this so in general today sucks.

I did declare today Profanity today at work so I am working to offend my coworkers. They think its hilarious, it didn't work, dang it.

[Stottie Girl]

I plan to talk to my therapist on Monday about it. I put it into Google AI and it seems to part of my Agoraphobia and other issues. My therapist wanted my to start this blog to share things instead of bottling them up and dwelling on them. Apparently she thinks I am closed off. I thought I overshare so I don't know who is write but I am paying her and the customer is always right, does that work for therapy?

Also I am having concentration issues today which I am sure it related to all this so in general today sucks.

I did declare today Profanity today at work so I am working to offend my coworkers. They think its hilarious, it didn't work, dang it.

I don't pretend to be a great interpreter of dreams so I won't try. However, I don't think you will have such a whole hearted rejection from your family. Some might I suppose but I doubt your entire family would disown you Tammy. You come across as such a bubbly friendly soul I find it hard to think people will treat you as badly as you fear. If they do, screw them, it is their loss, you don't need people like that in your life.

But you never really know how someone will react, sometimes the ones you totally expected to flip out will turn out to be one of your biggest allies. You are on a similar timeframe as me and while it can help to get everthing in place to try and achieve a seemless transition (as best we can) it does give us too much time to overthink things. There is something to be said for just closing your eyes and taking that leap of faith I suppose.

Try and see it for what it is, a dream, it's not a premonition. You have a bright future ahead of you girl.

[tammy753]

Yeah I over think everything that is why I want to talk to my therapist and have her tell me I am over thinking it  like all of you are telling me. At least with her it will cost me $100 to feel silly.

[Stottie Girl]

You aren't being silly Tammy, you're just working through some stuff is all.

I'm just certain you will end up in a very good place in 2028 if not sooner! I don't know what you are like in male mode but on here, as Tammy, you are friendly, open ,careing, supportive, outgoing. I find it hard to believe you are introverted or suffer with agoraphobia. Being Tammy is good for you, it suits you just as being Sarah suits me.

[tammy753]

Thanks Sarah you are still the prettier sister! Damn it!