Chapter 2 - Charlotte's scratch post

[Northern Star Girl ✅]

WELCOME to Charlotte Kitty's continuing story
                Chapter 2 - Charlotte's scratch post

Charlotte Kitty's first Blog Thread on the Forum has reached 2040 reply comments/postings now
exceeding the Forum limit of 100 pages  2000 reply comments.

I have therefore LOCKED her first and original Blog thread which is still available
for reading and reference to the postings there:
                          Charlotte's scratch post
                https://www.susans.org/index.php?topic=252859.0

Danielle [Northern Star Girl]
  Forum Administrator
      Direct Email:  alaskandanielle@yahoo.com

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

This morning I had legs, bums and tums. The class was tough and gruelling as last time. But even better everyone was pleased to see me back. They thought they'd scared me off! But we had coffee and a long chat again as a group. They said the chat time is their favourite part of coming to class and must say I agree! It feels amazing to be part of this.

Later I had my eyebrow pierced. Omg thats legit worse than any tattoo or other piercing I've had. Two needles, one each side, then one all the way through. Honestly I nearly fainted, needed a sugary lolly to recover. But she was soo kind. Alt girl with loads of piercings and tattoos. Wearing a leopard print dress. But mommy vibes with it. She was sooo hot!!

Other news, I'm hoping to meet for a coffee with a woman I met on a female dating app. Not sure what the long term expectation is as her bio says "not sure" with regards what she wants. If just friends I'm  totally up for that. If also with extra benefits, well up for that too! But for now will keep an open mind. Got a lot to figure out in my head with all this.

Hugs ❤️ C

[Northern Star Girl ✅]

@Charlotte Kitty
Dear Charlotte:
I very much enjoyed reading your positive continuing story and viewing
your terrific photos.
I am very happy for you and I am pleased to see and read your progress in your journey.

Please keep your updates coming.
      ❤️
HUGS, Danielle[Northern Star Girl]
    Forum Administrator
              Direct Email:  alaskandanielle@yahoo.com

[Lori Dee ✅]

Hey, Charlotte!

Welcome to Chapter Two of your Scratch post. You have come a long way, baby. Keep the momentum going into the future.

Hugs!

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Felt good today until i saw my body in the mirror bedore bed. Daily reminder of my failing transition.

[Northern Star Girl ✅]

Felt good today until i saw my body in the mirror bedore bed. Daily reminder of my failing transition.

@Charlotte Kitty
Dear Charlotte:
For most "transitioners in progress"... cameras and mirrors are your enemy. 
They are liars and are misleading you and feeding your overly self-critical
mind regarding your own appearance.

Please continue updating your Blog Thread, you have many avid readers and followers
including me that see you much differently than your "faulty" mirrors and cameras.

      ❤️
HUGS, Danielle [Northern Star Girl]
    Forum Administrator
Direct Email: alaskandanielle@yahoo.com

[davina61]

Then stop looking in the mirror!! No one else sees what you perceive, just look at the bums crowd and remember what they say.

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Then stop looking in the mirror!! No one else sees what you perceive, just look at the bums crowd and remember what they say.

My mirror is above my sink and 1.5m wide. Hard to avoid lol

I just need to get to February then biggest problems are fixed 😊

[Petunia]

Cover it.
Or don't turn on the lights.

[Petunia]

Are those eyebrow piercings new?
I haven't noticed them before

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Are those eyebrow piercings new?
I haven't noticed them before

Yeah brand new...the story is in my original blog, though carried over in the quote. Its one piercing which was excruciating to get. But its moving me closer to the woman I want to be. 

[Lori Dee ✅]

But its moving me closer to the woman I want to be. 

It is moving you closer to the woman that you ARE.

Baby steps. Just keep moving forward, and you will get there.

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Some time back I would never have posted these pictures of myself as they aren't the most flattering. But I am learning to love my feminine self. Despite everything, I am proud of my transition journey and who Charlotte is becoming.

I crash when I see others...this is a self esteem thing. Thats the thing I strugle with. And I'm lacking a defined identity, so everytime I see someone else, I believe that is who I want to be. But I'm sure thats not the case. I also have a massive inferiority complex and believe I'm lesser than others. Like I'm broken, not as pretty, not as feminine, falling behind in my transition. I'm fighting these feelings. It's a big fight as this cuts to my core.

[Lori Dee ✅]

So much cuteness in these photos. I wish you could see it.

Look beyond the skin. See the personality coming through. That is your inner spirit radiating outward, and it is beautiful.

Thanks for sharing!