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Stottie Girl

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Yesterday at 02:20:31 PM
Thanks petal! I've missed you too! Was a little worried about you when I read those previous messages. Gan canny Charlotte!

I know enough about comedowns over the years lol! hopefully you've snapped out of that now.

How's the bums and tums thing going?
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Yesterday at 03:32:01 PM
Well I must say the last week has been...intense! Honestly I think I overwhelmed myself because of the rollercoaster of ups and downs, which culminated in the OD and a mini breakdown on friday.

So I've been looking for hookups, friends with benefits and just friends on an app. I got chatting quite closely to a trans girl who shared one of my kinks and fantasies which was obviously very compelling. But it kinda ended up one-sided, wanting me to dom her over video calls, which yeah was fun. But she wanted me to drop everything at like 10pm during the week and drive an hour to see her. Two nights in a row. She knew I worked full time. So I didn't. But we planned to meet Thursday. However the planned meet day like, yeah all good, saying that all day. Come afternoon sacked it off. I've had this before...wants you to drop everything when they're feeling it, but sacks you off when they're not.

This gave me really bad flashbacks to times past and identical experiences and rejection. With BPD I seriously can't process that especially on the back of the highs. I broke down and ate loads of venlafaxine.

On better news I'm meeting a woman on Friday so we can get to know each other. She is really kind and loves the fact I've been kind, and not moved straight onto the subject of naughty stuff. Like just normal chat. Honestly I think she's looking for friendship and I'm very happy with that. I won't push for anymore unless that just kind of happens. I'm excited though!

Ive chatted to a few trans girls that liked me for hookups, but they are like 19 to 22. I'm not 100% I'm ready for that...I don't know...don't know how to feel! I'll keep that on ice as I need time to think. I'm also considering long term dynamics of my relationships. Could I consider polyamory? Or just FWB? There is a lot going on in my head right now.

Today I met a trans friend for coffee with one of her friends, also trans.  We got on amazingly. The coffee date is a regular thing and I'm now invited, which is so good. They also do nights out, gigs, clubs and such. This could be a great thing moving forwards!

Anyways here are a couple of pics from today and yesterday. Hope you like them.





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Stottie Girl

#42
Yesterday at 03:40:40 PM
That's great to hear you are making friends Charlotte. I know how hard that can be. I think it will do you the power of good to be honest. The difference between this post and the comedown one is stark. More of these positive ones please lol!
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Today at 01:59:21 PM
I want to find a conversion therapist to bash being trans out of me. I hate myself for being this way. Its a venture that only leads to hell and disappointment
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Lori Dee ✅

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Today at 02:37:18 PM
Quote from: Charlotte Kitty on Today at 01:59:21 PMI want to find a conversion therapist to bash being trans out of me. I hate myself for being this way. Its a venture that only leads to hell and disappointment

You do know that doesn't work, right?

No amount of therapy can change who you are.
No amount of therapy can change your sexual preferences or identity.
It's been tried, and it doesn't work. That's why many places have banned the practice.
It's quackery.

Instead of trying to change who you are, why not try to accept who you are?
You'll have a greater chance of success that way.
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Stottie Girl

#45
Today at 03:41:44 PM
Charlotte, go back two posts and read what you wrote. Go on, do it now.

I'll help...."Today I met a trans friend for coffee with one of her friends, also trans.  We got on amazingly. The coffee date is a regular thing and I'm now invited, which is so good. They also do nights out, gigs, clubs and such. This could be a great thing moving forwards!"

You were bouncing after this and so looking forward to future coffee dates with trans friends. Whoever this Charlotte is who has come visiting us isn't the real Charlotte. You will be back to being bouncy again in the morning. Your mood swings are so extreme it's like there are two of you.

As Lori says conversion therapy simply does not work if you are truly trans so don't be daft.

However, you need to have this sorted in your mind before February, they can't glue it back on!

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#46
Today at 03:50:19 PM
I love being Charlotte inside, but i don't love this physical vessel. There is not a single thing about me I wouldn't completely change if i could.
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Stottie Girl

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Today at 04:40:23 PM
You need to make peace with who you are in the mirror Charlotte. OK, you don't look like Kate Moss, but you do look like a woman. That should be enough. If it is not then I fear you will never be rid of depression.

I'm sure we all have things we would love to change about ourselves but doesn't everyone. You show me someone who is 100% happy with what they see in the mirror and I will show you a liar!
A wise man once said don't judge a man until you've walked a mile in his shoes, that way when you judge him you're a mile away and you have his shoes!

Never trust a man who, when left alone in a room with a tea cozy, doesn't try it on - Billy Connolley
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