Very Scared

[prbc]

you just need to do what is right for you, if you don't acknowlege the girl you are inside you will not sleep well.  Ever since I started my transition I've noticed I'm sleeping better, which is nice, I'm sleeping deeper too though.

Go to Therapy, and when you come to terms with who and what you are, then talk with your Fiancee, but let her talk to, listen more than you talk.

That is good to know you are sleeping better, Rachel. Well, I made an appointment. I identified myself as Catherine instead of Chris. My heart was beating 1000 beats a minute. It almost seemed surreal.