I have just split up with my wife of 9 years (her decision, she didn't know about my dressing and we split for other reasons). It is a blessing in disguise as I now can resume dressing when I want. In fact I spent about $300 on new lingerie and make-up in the last couple of days (yes, mourning purchases !) Nothing like ice cream and shopping to soothe a girl's soul is there ladies ?
So this is my dilemma, I am so caught up in dressing once again. Today was the first time in 9 years I dressed completely ! Full make-up, skirt, blouse, blazer, new lingerie but unfortunately no shoes, those will follow at a later date. Just have to get up the nerve to go and buy some. Today was very refreshing and I managed to shop in 3 large department stores and I was hardly nervous.
O.k I am finally getting to my problem, sorry ladies, I just feel "born-again"
I live on the west coast of Canada and I am driving home to Ontario to stay with my parents and sisters (they all live in their own houses). My father is flying out to join me for the drive (almost 5 days of driving). So we will have much time for talking. I am contemplating telling my parents about my hidden life. Nobody knows about it (I assume) except for an old ex-girlfriend, that I split up with 15 years ago. My other statistics, 39 years old, quite successful job wise. Completely straight with my mind wandering towards being with a man but only while dressed. I do not find men attractive and when I do fantasize when I am dressed my man is always faceless (if that makes sense).
My question to you ladies is: do I spill the beans ? Yes or no ? Do I tell my parents or should I just tell my sister ? I have 3 sisters, 2 of which I feel closer to than the 3rd. My one sister I share a few gory past issues of things we have in common (she is 3 years older than me). Or do I tell my oldest sister (10 years older than me). She is quite switched on and kind of more with the times etc ...
Or do I spare myself and keep it to myself ?
Looking forward to your assistance, I leave on Aug 17th (hopefully my order from La Vie en Rose shows up before then or my ex-wife will be signing for my lingerie !!! Won't that shock the snot out of her !)
Hugs
Danielle