I only have two phobias, though the reactions to them are immense. First off is a fear of thunderstorms, I almost got struck once, was 30 feet from where a bolt of lightning hit, knocked me flat on my ass from just the "impact" I guess you would call it, I really can't explain it, but it was deafening and I was dazed for about ten minutes afterwards, thankfully it hit a water main and not me but still, you never forget that deafening sound, now any time lightning starts striking too close I freak out and refuse to go outside, shame too, I use to watch the lightning when I was younger cause I found it cool, but stuff happens I guess. Second is a big fear that I'm going to have to fight to transition, and that's a fear of hypodermic needles, I'm cool with tattoo needles and piercing needles, but hypodermics freak me out unless I'm able to fully inspect both the vial, the needle and do the injection myself after fully inspecting what's going into me, I guess it's more of a case of I'm scared of hypodermic needles when they're in someone else's hands, then again I was a fricking pin cushion for doctors when I was younger when they kept trying to shove all these different meds which didn't do jack on me and calling for blood tests every week. But that's a fear I'm going to have to fight, in truth, it is my biggest fear in transitioning.
