Ok hi everyone, first of all let me just say that everyone on this forum is an inspiration and I applaud all of you for being brave enough to be yourself. Now anyway on to the reason I am making this thread. I am currently a XXXXXX year old male, and I'm not sure 'what' I am. Basically for the last 6/7 months I have been in denial(the worst time of my life, tried to commit suicide) and as of today I have decided that something is up and I'm going to stop fighting it, already I feel much better. The thing is though I'm not sure if I am a transgender or not. I do sometimes like to wear girls clothes, usually I steal my sisters thongs, but I do not really 'want' to be a girl. At least I don't think I do. For example I have a deep voice and I like it, I have a boys name and I don't want to change it. I suppose I'm not totally against transitioning to get the body, but the thing that really scares me is the voice, because it's been with me my whole life. Are these normal concerns? Also when I imagine having sex, usually I am the male in the situation, every now and again I might imagine being the female but usually I don't, that may have been because I was in denial though. So what do you think? Am I a transgender? Of course the only person who can really tell is me, but all this transgender stuff is foreign to me because up until today I was afraid of the word.
Thanks