I am mostly fulltime and have one last hurdle to jump. Well today is one of those. I work in a hotel and do the night audit 3 days a wek and one day a week I drive the van for the hotel and am more visible, until today I have always tied my hair back in a bun and comb my hair to look more boy as I am not out there yet although Im sure they suspect something cause every now and then I get called maam. well anyway today I am not gonna wear hair like that instead I am going to wear a ponytail which def makes me look more girl but I decided I cant live my life in hiding anymore and have to move ahead and I am really nervous and almost having a panic attack but I gotta do this so wish me luck.