How do you feel ?

[caseyyy]

Makes 100% sense to me (queer but still a girl).

I hate having to validate all my posts. Isn't it obvious I'm a human? I haven't yet made any references to pharmaceuticals or dating websites.

[Maya Zimmerman]

I feel like a blueberry cake doughnut next to a jigsaw puzzle.  I don't have a place in this puzzle and there's no puzzle in existence that I do have a place in.  I exist to be consumed.

[caseyyy]

Hmm. Sounds delicious. *consumes Maya*

[Julian]

I need to not let people on the internet get to me.

[EmmaM]

I need to not let people on the internet get to me.

Preach.

[caseyyy]

I think I know what you're referring to Julian, and I think there was just something lost in communication.

[Sweet Blue Girl]

I feel like a little Lobster about to be ate by a giant Whale. It really doesn' matter my opinion in the meanwhile

[espo]

I like opinions, it's the people who have them that I'm not so fond of  :p

[caseyyy]

Worried. Spent $150 that I REALLY don't have to send a package and the post woman never gave me a receipt...didn't notice until way after too. I asked the person I sent it to to let me know when it arrives. The guarantee was 4-7 days (though generally 4)...it's been...well, 8. so maybe it's OK. Without the receipt I can't get any money back, and bleh. I can't even contact the gift recipient as she's mad at me and wants highly limited contact. But she said she'd tell me.

Mind you, I paid for it to arrive in 4-7 business days, I did not pay for it to arrive any later than that and I'm entitled to a refund (says so on post website). Why didn't I notice the receipt missing? Ugh. I just woke up, damnit, and already I'm stressed out.

[Julian]

*hugs Caseyyy and offers a cup of tea and a stress ball*

I'm frustrated. I've emailed three surgeons and none of them seem to feel like acknowledging my existence. I know if I called they'd have to, but then I'd have to call, and that's scary. The really frustrating part is that I've found a surgeon who's local and is the only one I've found who does the procedure exactly how I want. However, he costs over 2k more than either of my other options; which, combined with my inconvenient school schedule, means I'd probably have to put off surgery from late March to late December. That's a year from now.

But I made a spindle and bought some wool and spun some yarn, so that's happy.

[Joeyboo~ :3]

I feel like there should be gay couples in commercials instead of it only seeing a man and a woman and a family.

Straight couples are extremely boring and overrated.

[espo]

less couples and more single / independent / not-taken people would be a nice change

[caseyyy]

Thanks Julian. I feel better now...gave it some thought and a little bit of lateness doesn't mean the package won't arrive. Just gotta be patient; should certainly be there next week.

I know that at least here, surgeons aren't getting back to much anyone...the doctor I see said that the waiting list is at lest 3 years long and that the surgeon hasn't even acknowledged his referrals lately. maybe there's just a high demand on the surgeons in your area? idk, just a suggestion but it's frustrating nonetheless.

[Julian]

I refuse to believe that. I'm having top surgery in 2012, god damn it. Then again, two of the doctors I emailed are Garramone and Medalie, both very popular. If I don't hear back in a couple days, I'll have to start *gulp* making phone calls.

[caseyyy]

Ugh, phone calls are satan.

[caseyyy]

And how is it that my grandma is an amazing cook and does everything right, yet I still get diarrhea every time I eat her food? Faaack. Totally worth it though.

[Julian]

Having my usual nightly angst session. I wanna be fiiiiiixed. Waiting for my meds to kick in and put me to sleep.

[Alexmakenoise]

Stressed.  The place I recently moved into has some serious problems, so I'm staying with my brother and looking for a new place to live.  Finding housing in this city is extremely stressful.  I'll set up a time to see a place, and get there to find out it's just been taken.  Dealing with some stressful family stuff on top of that.  Once I get through the stressful family stuff and find a place to live, life should get a lot better.  Better than before.  It's just hard right now.

[caseyyy]

4 am...time to go to the university and give my complete and total all on this paper. I've hated this class, with a burning passion, and today I am just going to research, plan, and write my ass off until I have 20 pages to submit this evening and then it's OVER. Doing a 20 page paper in its entirety in one day may be crazy, but hell, I'm crazy. Here's hoping I'll get it done.

[Jayr]

I wish someone would shot me. or a car would hit me. or something.

That's pretty much how I feel.