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did you pray to god?

Started by xxUltraModLadyxx, August 26, 2011, 02:29:41 AM

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Quote from: Kristi on September 03, 2011, 08:10:24 PM
Oh yes.  And I prayed for God to make me happy as a boy.  Well...... my understanding of prayer is a lot different now.

Kristi

i had a phase in my life where i just said i was ok if i could stay at boy, but not become a man. i didn't actually understand that i could adopt a female gender role at the time. i didn't like the idea of becoming a man, but even if i didn't transition, i still wouldn't have been able to become one anyway.
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versuchsanordnung

I dont know if that qualifies as praying, because as far as i remember there were no gods involved but i constantly wanted to be made "right" and my confusion to end and searched for ways out in all directions, including trying to make "deals" with nature of sorts....
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AbraCadabra

Yep hon,
that counts by me for prayer - kind of when we at our wits end, right?

AND KEEP ON WALKING, as rightly suggested by Mr. Winston Churchill, all we CAN do, eh :-)

Axelle
Some say: "Free sex ruins everything..."
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gantz

i will pray to god now even if i dont believe in him, for the one i have feelings for, to not reject me.
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VeronikaFTH

I pray often to the Flying Spaghetti Monster, that soon I will have the money to remove my noodly appendage.
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mimpi

When I was little used to pray that I would wake a girl and all that. Don't do that anymore, just pray to have the strength to face whatever I have to face. Sometimes feel guilty as hell, sometimes think it's a blessing. Who knows...
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Ribbons

I've always been an atheist, even as a toddler, so no. I've never prayed a day in my life.
I had no concept of deities as a child, I thought it was a metaphor that adults used but didn't honestly believe in.

When I started noticing my transgendered feelings I was already a teenager though; as a child I had no care about being a boy.
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Gingertrap

I don't really consider myself very religious now, but when I was a kid I was raised a Christian. I remember praying to God to give me boobs. It never happened though.

...Unless you count Gynecomastia. :D
http://gingertrap.com/ ~ My transition blog.
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RhinoP

This is where I'm sure I'm a bit different (but that it connects all the same), but since the very day puberty happened, I've always wished I'd wake up with a beautiful face. In school, there were always girls who, like me, had no boobs and butt and weighed 110lbs, but were getting laid left and right because they had such gorgeous faces. While I've always liked my petite body, boobs or not, I've always hated my extremely brutish, manly face. On top of contradicting my inner gender, it even contradicts my slender, sleek body! I've always hated it.

And quite frankly, twice in my life, I've woken up with a different, albeit botched and maimed, face. You know life is toying with you when you get the surgeries you want but turn into the victim of malpractice at the hands of a rapist who performs your surgery without proper training and under the influence of a substance.

One thing I want to ask everyone here: I know how young transgendered children act (most of them automatically think of their parts as a birth defect), but how exactly does one get all that hyped up about the body during youth? I literally did not know what a vagina was until quite late in life, nor did any of the girls around me my age have boobs until late middle school. Sometimes I believe that some cases of ->-bleeped-<- are actually a (maybe undiscovered) disorder where a young child wants to be an adult in form, wanting to have boobs and parts that, rather than classifying the gender of children around them, classify an adult mother or father.
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