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Please be patient with God and he will reveal himself and his true nature to you. He does not hate you, he loves you. He could care less whether you pray to him as a boy or girl. Paul in the New testament, in Galations clearly states with our new convenant there is neither Jew not Greek, male or female! God cares about you. He only asks of you the same as he asks anyone else. Accept Jesus as you Lord and Savior, accept his presence and love. He will walk with you and help you decide how you need to live, boy or girl. You are commanded as a believer to go into all the world and tell others the truth about him, and love one another as he loved. The bible does not say you are going to hell based on your male/female concerns. Put any thoughts of self destruction behind you, you have much to offer, and a lifetime to see how much he loves you!
Veronica