I'm horrible at introductory threads so I guess I'll just jump up in. I'm a Freshman in college at WVU, and just recently I've had the realization that I'm transgender, male to female. Though it is pretty recent, so I'm probably going to talk to a school therapist before I take action. On how I've gotten to this point: First off, I'd like to say that emotionally, I'm extremely adaptable in a very cold manner. I've never missed anyone, nor have I ever missed a place. I just accept the situation I am in at face value. And without any effort, it's just natural. It's not like I'm trying to be cold, it just is. And I think this quirk about me has prevented me from making the realization sooner. Often in my life I've chosen feminine things over musculine things. And many times, I've had a whisper in my head when looking at women's clothing and women in general, one of sheer jealously and desire. But I always accepted the situation I was a man and moved on from those thoughts. I was ignorant of the entire concept of ->-bleeped-<-, which is shameful as I'd like to say I'm a savvy person on most things. But when I made the discovery and did the research on ->-bleeped-<-, I became practically obsessed and I've looked back on all the ten seconds occurences of my desire to be female and I connected the dots. Now everywhere I turn I see females and instead of just seeing women and thinking nothing of it or occasionally having a whisper of want, there is an alarm in my head. I look at every aspect of femininity and there is a hot flame inside of me, I want all of it. But I don't have any disgust or hard feelings for being biologically male, it's just I view it in an inferior light, and I just don't think it is proper for me. I just have a strong urge to be female, and that's about all. But I want to confirm this with a professional (though I assume many of you with your experiences might as well be professionals), but honestly I don't see myself going down any other road than the one towards femininity. Anyway, again, hello everyone!
