Ok..I'm not sure if this is the right place to put this. I haven't been on Susans in a while, so I might be behind on any changes the forum has gone through
But I wanted to make a topic about this..I can't help it
I have been in Toronto, Canada since September 1st. Me and my SO planned a trip to Toronto from September 1st to the 13th
Me and him have been having a wonderful time here..Not because of visiting the sights, but from being together for the first time..
September 8th was our 15 month anniversary. We both dressed very nicely and..an awesome SO he is, talked me into dressing in very masculine clothes (shirt, tie, pants, ect.) and helped me style my hair so that I could somewhat pass (he said I passed, but I'm not sure..)
We walked down to the hotel restaurant and had a really nice and probably expensive diner with wine and champagne
After we ate is when it happened..He pulled out a ring and proposed to me..and I said yes
*explodes in happy* ^_____________________^ =D =D =D =D
That is the nutshell of what happened, but ever since then..I have had this never ending happy and joyful feeling in my heart and my whole being
I never thought anyone would ever feel that way about me..I have incredibly low self esteem and I thought I was going to spend my life alone..
I feel so lucky to have a SO who is completely accepting of me..He helps me overcome some of my fears like dressing masculine out in public
Actually later today he wants me to dress like that again..*scared* :c
When I went into the restaurant dressed the way I was, I felt like everyone just turned their head and stared at me. I was so nervous I guess it was pretty obvious..lol
But my wonderful SO is helping me overcome those fears..Feeling blessed aren't even the right words to describe how I feel..
It's official..me and him are engaged
Everytime I try to put into words just how incredibly and indescribably happy I am..I just fail at it
I hope and pray that he knows how happy I am..I have only been this happy in my life maybe once or twice
