Another observation

Rabbit · September 10, 2011, 09:17:47 PM

Not really a big thing, just an observation of something different recently.

Basically, it seems I now reflexively vocalize when surprised? (like if something slips from your hands and you say "ahh" or some other sound)

This is actually something I noticed in others many years ago and thought it was sooo stupid. I always thought "what does making a sound when something happens accomplish?!"... and never would make a peep if I dropped anything or something fell of the counter.... but I caught myself doing it a little lately... and then a lot more pronounced today (something I would NEVER do...completely unwanted / unaware until a moment later... I was like "wtf? really?").

Then again, maybe I am just getting old or something and it is completely unrelated

Oh well, now that I am aware of it, I'll keep an eye on things to see just how bad it is o.O I still think it is soooo stupid lol.

AbraCadabra · September 11, 2011, 10:23:53 AM

I'm with you there. I suppressed it before and don't any more.

Going, ick, he, ho, ha, um, yummy, etc. etc. seems a natural girl thing, it just happens.
Just enjoy, what else can you do? Repress it AGAIN?

BTW, my orgasms are most certainly affected the same way :-)

So long no one tells us: shut the ->-bleeped-<- up! It be just fine, no?

Axelle

Joelene9 · September 11, 2011, 03:19:52 PM

And there are the hard wired stuff you never get rid of. I had an old friend that had a stroke. His right side and speech were effected. He would say la-la-la-a-a-a-a type stuff, but the "Oh yeah!" and the other automatic stuff that comes out were still there. The speech center was intact but some of the input to the speech center was scrambled. That same input also affected his writing skills. He could get online, but he can only hit one key on the keyboard. This does illustrates that some of the automatic stuff you say may still be intact, even with HRT. Some people don't realize they have those kind of responses until someone points this out to them.
Joelene

Jillieann Rose · September 11, 2011, 03:28:12 PM

Hey if it come natural why surprise it.
I did that for years to act more liked a guy. Yuck!
Know if it come natural it must be a part of who I am.
And I don't care who is looking.
After starting hrt I have relaxed and become much more vocal, I so need to communicated to others and even myself.
Maybe weird but it's me. So there

Colleen Ireland · September 11, 2011, 05:54:54 PM

Quote from: Axélle on September 11, 2011, 10:23:53 AMBTW, my orgasms are most certainly affected the same way :-)

Um, yeah... (hehe!). MmmmmmmmmmmmmMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

Rabbit · September 11, 2011, 07:02:58 PM

Quote from: Axélle on September 11, 2011, 10:23:53 AM
I'm with you there. I suppressed it before and don't any more.

Oh no no no, I'm not the type that suppresses things (except for sneezing hehe). I have always been comfortable being myself around myself... so never had the need to try and "man it up".

I simply never had that type of reaction.

AbraCadabra · September 13, 2011, 06:21:05 AM

Well honey,
so it was there - just waiting for the right time to come out, no? Like some spare part... impules.

I'm sure it wasn't aliens that implanted it all into you over night, or did they? :-)

Axelle

VeryGnawty · September 13, 2011, 10:47:34 PM

Quote from: Axélle on September 13, 2011, 06:21:05 AM
I'm sure it wasn't aliens that implanted it all into you over night, or did they? :-)

I can't tell you how many times I fantasized about being captured by aliens where they would do "experiments" on me to make me female.

Like, half of my teenager years were spent fantasizing about it. Or maybe I get bitten by a spider that makes my body become female (because being female is oh so much cooler than turning into Spiderman)

Rabbit · September 13, 2011, 10:57:37 PM

Quote from: Axélle on September 13, 2011, 06:21:05 AM
Well honey,
so it was there - just waiting for the right time to come out, no?

I dunno

I have been noticing various random things. Like the entire touching thing I noticed before, or the HUGE shift into spicey foods.

Because I was so open to act however I wanted when I was alone (Which was most of my time), I guess I can spot little shifts easily?

I can't really say 100 percent what the shifts are from, but either way they seem to be popping up (and in random stuff I never thought about).

Jillieann Rose · September 13, 2011, 11:14:03 PM

Rabbit,
It really sounds like the women is emerging.
Hormones may have triggered allot of small changes.
May be even thinks that have been buried in your subconscious so that you could be that guy.
Enjoy the journey hon.

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