I'm a person born with female parts that I don't particularly care for. I came out as genderqueer to my closest friends in May, because at that time, that was what I felt I most identified with. I knew I really liked being 'mistaken' as male, but then, I didn't hate being female either. As of late, I've been binding almost daily (because I feel awful if I don't), packing if the day permits (with a sock... whatever works, right?), and attempting to pass because have come to abhor being considered female, and feel most comfortable when I present as male. I think I lean a lot towards FTM, and the people who really know me are supportive of that, but I'm afraid of the consequences of talking to my family about it and incredibly confused about my future. D:
All that confused yuck aside, I love all sorts of music, kind of enjoy school for once (senior year!), and consider myself an artist. My DS is my baby, and I am eagerly awaiting the release of Skyward Sword in November, along with maybe saving up for a 3DS come Xmas time. >w>
I'm really excited to have finally joined a community like Susan's, and I'm looking forward to making friends and figuring myself out more!
