A little bit of Frustration, some anxiousness and dissapointment, all rolled up together.
My car is due for an inspection, and because its an old car and starting to have old car problems, I'm a little worried about it passing, and if it doesn't pass, how I would pay for the repairs. As much as I dread having to dump a ton of money into the car, there is no way I could afford a new one either. I'm probably having shoulder surgery, hopefully in about a month, and I'm going to call to schedule it tomorrow. Because its related to an accident at work, everything so far has been paid by workmans comp, but I'm worried that they wont pay for the surgery, since it was the second time I dislocated it, and they will claim its a pre-existing condition.
I recently applied for a new position at work, which would be a promotion within my department. I think my chances are good, but I have no idea how long they are going to leave it open for people to apply or when they will announce it. I just want to know already if I got it or not, since it would mean a little bit more money, and could help with the financial frustration.
I have been riding horses since I was 12, about 15 years. I had to give up on a horse I was leasing and send him back to the owner about 3 months ago, and then had a horrible day at a competition with a different horse, and decided I needed some time away from the barn to figure stuff out. I kept thinking about going back to ride again, and meaning to go, but things kept coming up that made it not work out, and then I got sick, and then I dislocated my shoulder. I finally went back tonight, and got on a horse again after months away, and realized how much I missed it and how much I want to ride again. I can't really ride right now or work on the farm with the way my shoulder is, and if I have the surgery, I won't be able to untill march.
