Every time I look at these kinds of tests, I think "this question is so stereotypical" (but that's sort of how being "androgynous" plays out) or "my answer is not on here" or "I think this test will grossly misunderstand my answer" a bit too often. Also, sage incorrectly pinned me as not gynephilic. It scored around a -400, regarding me as looking "quite masculine" (a little bit of an overstatement but broadly true) but also being androgynous. So, at least something came out legit.
I've sort of re-appeared in these forums recently-ish, so I'll introduce myself as an androgynous male who doesn't think that sometimes wearing a dress and heels for a desirable aesthetic makes someone a crossdresser. Of course, society pumps us with all sort of silly roles and rules, gender-related and otherwise, that overcomplicate things (like clothes).
There's a more constructive side to the story, though. It's good to find areas and groups of people where you can be who you are, and is a rather large amount of terrain where you can get away with most things just by going about your business. But the catch is that the size of our "free" world may feel small (and rightly so), and Susan's is always good to come back to. I'm maybe not conventional within the Androgyne board, but that's the closest thing to "trans" identity I've got, and this group has a pretty wide strike zone anyway, so I'm down with it. So, I'm back-ish. For now.
Pictures come later. I had the cold/flu a while ago, and I'm still dealing with a nagging cough. But I feel I'm at the point where I'm not exceedingly worried about damaging my employment ability, as any place that's too hung on my appearance would probably be a hellhole anyway. So, that's a good feeling to have.
Anyway, hi.
