I'm Lorax for all intents and purposes. <|:)
I'm a faab neutrois person, I guess. I'm also asexual and I am romantically attracted to females, I think. (I've only had one crush and it developed over the course of a year, and it was on a girl.) I prefer "they" pronouns. Physically, I'm pre-transition, although I do bind (and pack sometimes) and I've come out to several people who I'm close to irl.
My chest is my top source of physical dysphoria, followed closely by my weak, flabby arms, my wide hips, my inability to pee standing up, and my squeaky voice. It's weird because I sing and I'm an alto-tenor, which is really low for faab pre-transition people, but my speaking voice is much higher, and I tend to have effeminate mannerisms and intonations when I talk.
I'm a huge nerd. I love biology and I know tons of animal facts by heart. Animals fascinate me. I want to become a marine biologist, I think.
I also love art. I usually sketch, write poetry and prose, and act, but I also sing and paint (though not as well).
I like reading/watching/writing sci-fi, fantasy, and horror. And I love musicals.
I love backpacking, hiking, and camping, and playing in the dirt, and making snow forts, and such.
I have two cats who are ridiculously fluffy. We think they're part maine coon and part ragdoll. They are very large, and are indoor cats so their fur is still pretty much like a kitten's even though they're both six.
I'm an agnostic. I don't think that there is any evidence of a god or higher power, but there isn't conclusive evidence on the contrary, either. I would just live my life the same way even if I knew one way or the other, so I don't personally see any point to doing anything differently. However, I love to learn about other cultures and religions, because I think it's fascinating. And I don't judge anyone for their religion. <|:)
I'm twice exceptional meaning that I have a high IQ (99.97th percentile) and learning disorders. I am a creative person and biology and art come very naturally to me. However, there are some things in my brain that make producing work difficult for me, like dyslexia, dysgraphia, adhd, dyscalculia (math dyslexia basically), auditory and visual processing disorders, and dyspraxia (in essence it's like my central nervous system is disconnected from my brain, so I am extremely uncoordinated and have low muscle tone. So basically I'm so clumsy they named it. <|:P)
Right now, I envision my perfect post-transition body to be nearly identical to a kid's before puberty (although stronger and taller, of course.) I don't want facial hair, I don't mind a bit of body hair (I never shave so everything's pretty hairy already and I have polycystic ovary syndrome which I read somewhere can lead to extra hair growth. I have a hairy navel and faint sideburns and unibrow and upper-lip fuzz, and my buttcrack is really hairy. lol sorry if that's tmi <|:P) but I want to get rid of my boobs and nipples (don't need them, they have higher risk of getting infected in top surgery, and I won't have to ever worry about my nipples being visible through my shirt if it's cold out) and I'm considering having all of my sex organs taken out (again, don't need 'em) and rerouting my urethra to a tiny prosthetic micro-penis so I can pee standing up (great for camping lol), maybe having a really low dose of T for fat redistribution, voice change, and muscle gain. Idk.
[I currently have absolutely no idea how I could fund this...I'm going to college next year and my parents aren't paying for any of it, and they said that even on the small off-chance that our insurance pays for some of it, my mom is going to make me wait until I'm twenty-five to get top surgery and she's not paying for T at all because she says it's unsafe. ugh. Sorry for that rant...<|:P]
Fun facts about me: My ears have ruffled edges <|:) I wear a hat every day <|:) My favorite animal is a shark <|:) I love REPO! the genetic opera <|:)
