Hello, I'm Casey. I'm been reading through the forums here every once in a while for a few years, I think, but I didn't join until now. Everyone's stories are really comforting to me!
I'm 23, they/them, faab and I say I'm genderfluid, but it mostly hovers around agender. Gender dysphoria is something that has been hitting me since... before I was 10, at least. But due to the ambiguous, (fluid!) nature of it, when I learned that people could be transsexual, I didn't think it applied to me. I thought I was just a weird pervert for most of middle/high school, until I found the word genderfluid a year into college, about 4 years ago.
In the future, I plan to go on testosterone if I can manage to get over my social anxiety long enough to find doctors that will help me. Mostly, I want bottom surgery, since that's what gives me the most dysphoria. I also have a very loving boyfriend who was with me when I discovered the word and supports my plans to transition!
Besides my gender stuff, I'm also Buddhist and have a bachelors in illustration, which I'm not using at the moment. I watch a lot of cartoons.