Hey, my birth names Michael, but I sometimes like to use the name Alex in my head, alot more recently too
I've really no idea what I am, I know I'm not female, but i'm now 80% sure i'm not male either, somedays I dont really notice it, but otherdays (like today) I'll just be sitting there on the bus, and, I dunno, something just feels different in me, I wont feel male, i'll look at my reflection and see neither male nor female and just think "damn, this feels
>-bleeped-<ing good"
I've even been finding ways to look like i'm andro as well, looking in the mirror and finding hats, hoodies and shirts that hide the fact i'm born a guy
Maybe I am andro, a friend suggestest it today, I'm just really confused at the moment, guess i'm looking for support, I've felt like this for, well, ages, but its only been the past year that I've kinda paid attention to it, but its only been the past few weeks I've tried to work it out...
Ok so a bit more about me, I'm 18, I'm doing art and design at Perth College (scotland) and I'm head of the LGBT society of my college, I have a boyfriend, who doesn't really know about my gender confusion yet...
I've got alot of homophobia to deal with, but I fight it with all i've got because I believe in equality, I support all people under the LGBT umbrella, I love you all
<3