Jeez, I have posted so rarely, my posting muscles have atrophied since I have restarted my account.
It seems that the interview is over but...
Remember this, if you can do the job and are worthy of the job, you deserve the job. Life comes down to what we believe that we deserve. You are an inspiration to me and many here. That may not mean you are able to do the job, I think though that you would not have applied for a job that you could not do. Eh, I guess that what I am saying is, step boldly act decisively, trust the tools you have, some of us will be proud of you no matter what.
As for your father. Sweetie, I would give anything for my father to know me as something other then the sissy boy he accused me of being. Sadly he died when I was eleven, long before even I knew why I was so different. There is still hope right?