Breast enlargement: the first thing I'll see change in my girl

[Artemisia]

Hi there,

Just wanted to share some good news with you, as I know some of you will understand I am quite new here, my girl is trans (MtF), myself I'm cis and we're both lesbians. I met my girl when she was on hormones for almost a year, in other words I met her as a girl. When we got together she was three months before SRS, and we waited with having sex beneath the panties until after that. So, although I was there when this very important thing in her transition happened, I did not really see her body change, as I never saw what was there before SRS. Now however it seems that we will be able to finance breast enlargement in half a year, and I am so excited! Also a bit nervous, as there are things that can go wrong. And because I am quite attached to her breasts as they are now, even though they are extremely small (my girl would sometimes even say non-existent, but I don't agree). I just love them so much, they are so much part of her, and I hope I will be able to feel the same when it comes to her bigger ones. It might sound dumb or cliche but it feels like what she has now is more 'real' than what she will have when they are surgically enlarged. She herself is also a bit nervous about that fact. But she says that she felt that way about almost all parts of transitioning, and that very soon you start experiencing the so-called 'fake' thing as real, because it is what fits and what suits her person. And she feels that (bigger) breasts would really suit her and who she is. And I think I feel the same, she wears protheses during the day and I find the result of that really beautiful and sexy. And I miss being able to touch and feel her breasts when she still has her clothes on, as now, she always has her protheses in the way. Anyone here who has experienced their partner's breast enlargement? How did it go, and how did it feel to you?

PS Pardon my English, it's not my native language!

[Aintza]

I hope that will be good news for you both.

For how long has she been on hormones? Perhaps her breast could get a little bigger only with hormones.

(Sorry for my English; also it is not my native language)

[Artemisia]

Let me think... I think she's been on hormones for 4 years or so. Actually they're indeed still growing. It sort of starts to look a bit like an AA cup, but going to the sauna or anything is still scary (she's had SRS, but with this breast size, it does show that there is something not-so-standard about her body) and it's just not yet how she feels her body should be. I have a double feeling, it's just scary to say goodbye to how her upper body looks now. I had to get used to it at first, but at the same time I've always felt that her little breasts are cute, and part of who she is. I just hope the enlarged ones look like they are part of her and not 'fake'. There is just something about surgically altered body parts that feels as if they are not real. Weirdly though, I don't feel that way about her vajayjay, but maybe that's just because I never saw what was there before...