How you feel in these days? Do you feel somehow escluded by the whole nativity message, or by the fact that this is a family's holiday, and maybe transitioning has lead yo far from your one, or maybe seeing all these happy faces around and suffering inside, maybe if you are not out yet you can't choose your presents, wear your clothes and so on, the whole thing doesn't make you tune your mood right to the tradition, eventually worsening the things?
I want that we share our experience on that.
For me, it's the first time I can think about transition and Xmas at the same time, cause last winter I had other problems to solve and before I didn't even know wich were my problems at all. Family is good. Maybe I feel nativity message a bit too much exaggerated, I feel religion it's more a personal experience, while for the mood, that is my bad point, I have to deal with these aspects alltogheter, kinda make me nervous.
Anyway I'll wish you a merry Xmas, you'll see me around writing strange or intimate post like this even after, also if santa claus brings me a new body (thing that i believe i am not the only one to wish), or if i finally find a work ( that is less good than the first option but better than anything else ).
Merry Xmas
