I complain about my life a few times, but I know all of you suffer the same as I do. The girls at my job make it more jarring being a male than it should be lately, since I put on plastic gloves to handle food, one co-worker was like "Yours are tight and mine are loose". We're the same height, if not, she's half an inch taller... so the sex differences are obvious. And then two girls were flirting with this one customer, and it felt kind of like, "They are so lucky, and they aren't even beautiful, but they are just woman which is enough".
They don't know I'm tg.... but some are open about their female problems... and just problems in general.
Another girl who raised her hand for a high five, was like, "Omg your hands are huge"... Anyways, there's nothing that is going to change these differences, my body is going to stay the same size no matter what.
I guess I'm fortunate since none of my guys I ever dated would use me financially, like their ex-boyfriends. But that is a rule-breaker in my romance, I don't foot in the bill no matter what (which only lands me older men, but that's fine, it makes me feel more special/feminine). I can pretend I'm like Anna Nicole or something....
I know I'm a woman, and I don't know where to begin. I have too many male features, bigger hands/feet, wider shoulders.... Eh the list goes on. But I'm 5'7, round face which can be completely feminize, it's just some features seem so impassable.
Life kind is rough, but you all suffer the same. I just don't like this lot I am given.
