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Sensing insecurity

Started by Alainaluvsu, December 30, 2011, 10:49:02 PM

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Alainaluvsu

December 30, 2011, 10:49:02 PM
Today I had a sense I never really had before. I sensed insecurity. It's not something you could smell, or evaluate ones actions to sense. It felt more comparable to a chill or an awkward feeling.

I was in the office doing timesheets or something, and I had the secretary help me with whatever I was doing on my computer. She leaned over next to me to kinda point me in whatever direction. Nothing she did really set any warning flags; she wasn't jittery, her voice wasn't shakey, she didn't go umm or anything; but she just... felt so insecure. I can't explain it. I felt a lil bad for her but at the same time I felt like "What do you have to be insecure about?" and it kinda made me wanna lean away. It was just... awkward!!

I've never really felt that before HRT, so that's why I put this thread in this section. Now I'm not asking anybody why she would be insecure around me, I don't care about that answer. What I want to know is, am I the only one who has picked up this sense while undergoing HRT? Is it as off-putting to you as it is to me?
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