im not sure what to do

[A]

Whichever the case, that's a good thing. Congratulations!

[V M]

i just flushed it all

Proud of you for that Natalie    Best thing you could have done     Stay strong Sis. We're all here for you

[Devlyn]

It can't hurt you now that it's down the drain. My poison was alcohol, readily available, socially acceptable, it was hard to avoid. We're all pulling for you! Hugs, Devlyn

[Natalie <3]

the addiction i had before this was sex. It def is a hard one because that is something u face everyday. Hormones help bring it down.. but its still something i have to face.

[Erin]

the addiction i had before this was sex. It def is a hard one because that is something u face everyday. Hormones help bring it down.. but its still something i have to face.

I think this is really something you have to deal with head on with therapy and maybe even some group meetings, or even medication and there is no shame in that . Hoping you get better
XO

[Natalie <3]

i usually dont feel comfortable around ppl... the only person id prob talk to is a bf... which im falling for someone he was making sure i was ok the entire time... He didnt judge me or say i was a bad person ... im glad i have him.

[Jamie D]

i think that shows im strong right? and in any case i was being lazy... i just flushed it all

One little step at a time.  I'm proud of you.

[Amazon D]

i think that shows im strong right? and in any case i was being lazy... i just flushed it all

Yes great step. That is the first.

Next is to get to a NA meeting so you can stay connected to people like yourself. There you can start working on the 12 steps. That is the next most important thing. If you just rely on your BF well if you have a falling out (and all relationships have their ups and downs) then you can easily go right back. However, if you have friends from NA they can be there for you. You and all of us need people we can share our troubles. Please take this next important step.

[Siobhan]

Well done Nat, stay strong!
My brother is an addict and from that experiance, i think the best thing I think you can do is stay away from temptation, and surround yourself with people who will be a positive influence..you can beat it!

[SamiT]

Nat I strongly encourage you to seek the help of a professional. I have a great deal of respect for the peer support you get here as well as from your freinds. I have rather lurked and kept track of you over the last few months and have serious concerns that you need something more than what we can provide from the other side of a monitor. I understand money may be an issue but as Im sure you know heath care is required to take care of you at some level and I belive that is far better than the peer care you are getting here. I can speak from first hand experiance and a professional is trully geared to get you thru this. Trust me you will be a MUCH MUCH happier person!

[Felix]

Hope it's still going well.