Bonjour,
Here are a few things about me, myself, and moi. Personally, I adore good films, preferably foreign films. Especially movies from India and the whole Bollywood industry. As a child I used to hide behind literature, yes, I was one of those book warms. No, seriously, I used to get excited to just go inside a bookstore and even find the smell of books very pleasing to my senses. However, now I tend to read online blogs, and magazines. I mean after all, you can find anything online these days. Food is another major part of my life, I enjoy delicious foreign cuisine. Especially going out to eat in the presence of good company. Music is what keeps me going, I'm like the energizer bunny, and music is my battery, without it I can't function. That can explain why I always have my ipod with me. My love and adoration is always directed to my mother and my little Chihuahueña. I also adore coffee: Macchiato Chiaro, Cappuccino Estivo, Alla Turca, Irish Coffee, and pretty much anything with coffee. My favorite time of day is the Golden Hour. The time right before sunset, when everything turns golden. The colors and mood, are absolutely breathtaking and relaxing. Which ensures you that you've made it through the day. Regardless if it's been good or bad, there is always more to look forward to. Growing up I thought myself to find happiness in little things: songs, books, sunsets, fairytales, candles, chocolate, cosmetics, and perfumes. Romance is my guilty pleasure, along with passion, and intense love and admiration. I love handwritten love letters, inspirational quotes from diverse people all throughout history. I think the ability to speak different languages is a very powerful and classy skill to have. I myself speak English, Spanish, Bulgarian, Serbo-Croatian, and Russian. Growing up in an international family, and living all over the world has its benefits. Hopefully, I can add French, Italian, and Hindi to the list of languages. Monaco, France, is where I'd love to reside in. I will always and forever remain loyal to my friends and family. One day, I hope to fulfill all my childhood dreams. As of right now, I've been going to therapy for MTF transition, I have my physical examination with my Endocrinologist on the 20th of this month. MY doctor is Jo Olsen, MD. She is one of the best in Los Angeles, and the U.S.A She has been on numerous t.v. interviews, and documentaries. Here is a picture of her:
I've been really stressed lately, especially thinking about the future. Worried if I will ever be passable, good looking as a woman, hate my height, well everything about me other than my hair (afraid of loosing the way it is from HRT). Just over thinking everything right now. Very depressed on top of that dealing with crazy people in West Hollywood, CA where I live now. Smack in the gay neighborhood. I'm 21, 6'5, and weight 200 lbs. MY biggest fear I'm too ugly to be a woman, and will never be passable. Here are some more pics of me and a small video on youtube:
Well that's it for now, hope to make some new friends here, and hopefully I'll be able to fit in with you guys, and gals. Muah
