Rebecca, i like your attitude! Maybe this has to do with having asperger, but at least you re very honest, saying things you like, things you don't. It's a starting point, a good one.
You should yet know that asperger is curable and is always related to good intelligence. I fight with my authism too and i find difficoult to socialize, especially because the whole world seems far, all with their lifes and me without even the body i need, and i find difficoult to express and understand the so deep and scary and saddening emotions planted inside me, and understanding the other people emotions. But i try.
Do you ytry too, Rebecca?