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Started by King Malachite, February 22, 2012, 04:42:33 PM

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Stephanie2

Had a job interview, seemed to go well, then home to have some vodka and cranberry juice to pre-celebrate the possible job.
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Adam (birkin)

I slept without checking the clock last night and I ended up sleeping for 12 hours. :/ there is my day gone lol. Honestly, I am not surprised, yesterday I went to a really horrible place to help someone out and I think it took a lot out of me.
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asiandracula

got up very early today after doing some late-night online shopping.
doing a load of laundry, and have a busy day ahead of me.

Second therapy appointment is at 11am today, and I have a job interview at 3pm. I'm really excited for both. and also really nervous. My stomach is in knots!
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sad panda

I binged/purged. I thought I was over this. :(
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Megan Joanne

Got up today, feeling a bit of anxiety, had some things on my mind that were causing it, but it eventually cleared up later in the day.

Worked HBC today, 98 cartons worked out, still probably about that much left over still to put out. Most of what we got in were deodorants, most I've seen at one time in a long while, got a lot of smelly pits out there.

At one point I was putting some lipgloss out and a little girl comes up to me and says excuse me, she got my attention, I ask her what she needs. She says, "Do you know the remote control toothbrushes are?" Oh my gosh, she was so cute! So I show her and get one for her. She thanks me and acts all goofy like some kids do and trots off to find mom I guess. Her grandfather (he looked like he may've been) looks down the isle and calls out to her, she tells him in just a moment, the girl was all over the place, he shakes his head and says something about her not listening just like his own kids didn't. I smile. Afterwards she comes back down the aisle (oops, now after all this time suddenly just now I spell out the right aisle, the whole time I'd been typing isle every time I used this word, silly me, its not an island), stops beside me energy and youthful curiosity fueling her every move. She asks "Miss, what's your name." I say 'Megan'. She replies, "I like that name" then says something else in regards to it I can't remember, all smiles. (What's great about this scenario, she saw me as a girl like herself, they kids usually terrify me because they tend to see things the adults don't, but I totally pass for her) Then says how her sister likes make-up, I say, "Well, we have lots of it!" She giggles and then says, "Wait right here, I have to show my mom you!" (something like that, but that's what it sounded like she said) I look over and my boss lady whom is working an endcap right near me, has a puzzled expression on her face, I shrug. Strange girl I think, but adorable.

She comes back alone, and while I'm letting slide all at once out of the box a batch of toothpastes, she giggles and says, "The tower of toothpaste!" So I do it again with another box, trying to stack them on top of the ones already standing length up, most stand some fall over, she was getting thrilled by this display. She then told me that she likes watching me put stuff out, looks fun! I could not help but smile, she just made my day! But the whole time I felt I knew her, not really, but I done heard her name being called out probably 50 times by her mom. Her older sister had come into and out of the aisle a few times as well, looking at make-up and other similar things, I knew her by name too. The little girl came, went, came back quite a bit, as I said, she was all over the place, then she came back in and was trying eagerly to get mom to follow and she was saying, "Mom, this is the nice lady that helped me with the toothbrush!" Of coarse mom just apologies, "I'm so sorry, she's just very social." as if her daughter was being a pain or something, silly. But mom was also busy texting, so no wonder her daughter was going to others for attention, mom was focused somewhere else, only once in a while calling out her daughter's name. Anyway, that was different and I totally wanted one.  :)

Dammit, I was cheated out of motherhood, oh well, maybe next time. After I had recapped this event to my mom I said, probably next time I'll be born female, become a mother and my kid will end up being trans, that'd be something. She said, "even worst, you'd be unable to accept it". Ouch. That'd be terrible, don't even think such things. I wouldn't remember my past life, but I think my soul would and I'd still be me so I think I would be accepting of my transgender child. There.  ;D

I had brought a change of clothes with me, so when time to go home I changed out of my work clothes, left those in my locker (since my boss asked me if I wanted to come in tomorrow), walked home in comfort, and feeling pretty instead of looking like a bum with dirty clothes and a hole blown out of one pant leg knee. So I worn my new top with the stripes and my light blue demin shorts. I was going to walk over to HEB to put in my prescriptions but that heat was just too much, I couldn't do that again after last time, just too long for me to be walking in the sun. So I went home, I'll deal with the prescriptions another day, probably Friday, that and hopefully the bloodwork too, depends on when the truck comes in at work on when I'll be able to do these.

Got home, ate something, got on the internet, pretty much did that for several hours, paying no attention to me poor doggie. But I did finally quit for a little bit and took her out for a walk. Played for a little while with Snickers early in the evening, throwing balls at plush toys and we rough-housed a bit, wrestling with each other and I was throwing my blanket over her, she loves the fighting stuff. Her little heart was just thumping away. She was happy now. Back on the internet. And yeah, that's about it.
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Jill F

Got up before my alarm
Made/drank a triple latte
Shower/shaved legs
Waxed arms
Saw Dr. Alter for pre-orchi consult
Got stuck in traffic up Coldwater Canyon due to incompetent drivers
Had lunch
Various home repairs
Disassembled stovetop and gave it a thorough cleaning
Cleaned (read: sterilized) kitchen
Cleaned shower with bleach
Cleaned mirrors and glass (lots of glass in my house...)
Finally disposed of the last of the debris from home construction mess
Emailed college roommate about his new solo album
Baked cookies
Plucked hairaeolas
Listened to Def Leppard

Normally I'd have a drink to Jillax with, but that's off the menu for a bit.  Green tea it is... (the kind from China, not the kind you smoke)
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Megan Joanne

Oh my goodness, I'm falling behind on my days.

If too much time passes I tend to forget the details. Quick sum up of yesterday. Worked out housewares at work. Halfway through my day got hungry went to get the apple out of my locker, go to pull the keys off my beltloop, oh, hell no, crap, did it again. The keys are in my locker. Sigh. What's wrong with me lately, that's twice now. I go up front, trying to remember my phone number so I can call my mom and ask her if she can drop the spares off to me before she goes into work, the old boss dude sees me standing there puzzled looking, he raises his eyebrows, and so I tell him what happened. Well, that shouldn't be a problem, I can get it open for you. So we go to the back, he grabs what looks like the leg of a fixture, takes it to my locker, bangs a few times on the locking mechanism causing it to turn, voila, locker open just like that! Huh? So anyone wanting to get into them could do so this easily? Wow. I feel really safe now. Lets hope no one else tries that then. After I got my keys back which were attached to my handbag in the locker, grabbed my apple and another bottle of water, made sure my keys were on me, then banged the locking thing back into its proper position, nothing damaged. So that was my highlight of the day. Everything else same 'ol.

Last night got a PM from a friend wanting to buy one of my cross-stitches. So, this morning, shortly after I got up, checked my messages, I just sold my biggest most awesome cross-stitch



thank you so much Evelyn! I hope you loves it! Actually I know you will.  :)

Woke up feeling beat up, kind of weak this morning, after answering some messages which included the transaction above and a few posts made, I finally got some clothes on, was just sitting there in underwear and t-shirt (dog keep peeking out of the blinds, do you mind!?), so prettied myself up and got on my new denim dress and took Snickers out for a walk. Came back, got something to eat, started getting a headache, lower right rear of my skull, a bit behind the ear, felt like pressure, but hurt when swallowing, and felt a little nauseous too. I took a vitamin and some fish oil. Kept getting worst, had to lay down for a little bit, pain was moving towards my right temple.

Mom was cleaning, getting the apartment ready just in case we have visitors tonight as someone is supposed to be helping her get a couch home that one of the residents where she works doesn't want and told her to take since we didn't have one, the old man's family said it was okay too. So she's vacuuming, moving things around, cleaning the bathroom in case if someone did come in and have to use it she wouldn't feel embarrass. Told me to put the dog crate and Snicker's toys in the big pantry closet in the kitchen, I'm like, ugh, we have a dog, why wouldn't there be dog toys and stuff around, that'd be like people that have children and want them to be all dressed up fancy, sitting quiet and on their best behavior just to impress someone, like ah, doesn't she have such the perfect (and boring) little children. Come on now mom! Its all staying out. Well, just make sure they're not all over the place, and do the dishes! Oh geez.

After resting for a little bit I decided to get back up, headache was subsiding, but now all I've been doing is burping up that fish oil pill, each time getting the taste of sardines. My mom's like ewe gross, glad I didn't take any of those! I probably should've just bought a few cans of sardines instead. Fish like that totally grosses my mom out, that and vinegar and any condiments (they all contain vinegar), mmm mayonnaise...I love it!
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Shantel

Somehow that beautiful cross stitch is so fitting for our girlfriend Evelyn, good deal both ways ladies!
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Blue Senpai

Printed out proof of income for tomorrow's first appointment that stands in the way of HRT.
Talked to my friends and played a LoL game with one of them.
Thought about my ex-girlfriend.
Returned the yearbook.
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King Malachite

Plucked out a chin hair and split it.
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Megan Joanne

Didn't do much of anything today, mostly just sat around. Played with dog a little bit. Took her for a walk. Lazed around on the internet. Did my stretches though, but somehow my legs felt so heavy. its an odd feeling that I've been having since starting back on the hormones, one I never got when on the injections, limbs feel really loose, wobbly like jelly and heavy but I do have strength in them because I can lift them up horizontally and keep them that way for a good bit. Its just strange feeling, like if I didn't use enough of those muscles that if I walked my knees would give out. But also even my mom said this, my legs have gotten much fatter, so maybe with so much fat build up so quickly that my muscles have to get used to that extra bulk that it hadn't had for a while. The fat thighs feel nice, like having thicker layer of skin.

Mom got home, told me to put Snickers in the bathroom and hurry on out to help with the couch. I did and there it was in the back of one of her coworker's pick-up truck. So I jumped on up into it and we lifted it out, carried it up the sidewalk into the apartment. For a 3 seater that wasn't so bad, not really heavy at all, thought for sure it'd be a struggle. Nice couch, like totally new looking. After mom brought the cushions in Snickers was so excited, jumped up on it and lay down like it was brought in for her. My Snickers loved having a couch before when we were in North Carolina, that was my bed and her's. My mom's hoping she'll sleep out in the living room on it because she's a pain to sleep with sometimes, for a smallish dog she can hog up some space.

Ate a few hours ago, I'm starting to get hungry again, but blood test tomorrow morning so no food until after that.
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Blue Senpai

Went to my first appointment that's required for HRT. It's informed consent instead of the whole gender therapist letter and referral route, which saved me months of heartache. The appointment basically went over the effects of testosterone, asked about my life in general and took my blood.
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Miss_Bungle1991

Went out and about for the first time in weeks. Popped in on my aunt & uncle and hung out there for awhile. Now I need to do the dishes and toss a pizza in the oven for a very late dinner.
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Megan Joanne

Busy day today. Firstly, I got woke up sometime around 2:30 in the morning again because my left leg feel asleep, but not a normal sleep that sometimes happens to limbs, again as had happened a couple times before it felt dead, like it wasn't there, took me force moving it to get it to come alive a bit, heck I couldn't even stand on it for a minute or so. I'm not liking this one bit. I got up walked around for a little while then went back to bed. So woke up early, a little after 5:30am, got up and ready to do what I had to do today. Mom too had enough sleep and was ready to take me out. We left out of the house around 7am.

First stop to get my blood drawn, the place happened to be in walking distance from us, but I didn't find this out until late yesterday, somehow missed this closest location when looking on Google maps. So I had two tests, one for a general health panel and another for Prolactin, done in less than a minute, quick, mostly painless and arm wasn't sore afterwards (usually I am). My doc should get the results soon and then either call or email me about them. Next, post office to ship out that cross-stitch, darn, too early it don't open for another 40 minutes. Okay, we'll come back. Lets go take care of my prescription. We get into HEB, go to the pharmacy, hmm, well that's not open yet either. No biggie, so we did some grocery shopping since we were there. After shopping we went back home to drop the food off, then back out again, back to HEB.

The pharmacy was open now, I show my prescription and wanted to know how much the cost would be, I was given the price, ouch! Ah, let me think about it. We left, went back to the post office, it was open so went inside, picked out an appropriate box, rolled the stitchery up, packing it in plastic and bubble wrap before inserting in box, then wrote in address, taped up securely. Its ready to go! After we were done there, mom wanted to stop off at the library to see if they had any good movies to check out, so we went there next, but as per all our stops except the first, they weren't open yet, not until 10am, but we waited, the 20-25 or so minutes until they did. Mom was having trouble finding anything this time, but I saw Thundarr the Barbarian (old early 80s cartoon), as well as The Walking Dead season 3, so grabbed up those, she did end up finding one movie, then we checked out. On our way home, having had time to think about it, sure I could probably explore more options but this one is convenient, lets go back to HEB and see about filling my prescription.

I gave the pharmacist my prescription, she looked it up and then told me about some savings thing that I could join up for, just $5 but I get a big discount on medicine. Well, now that's more like it. Okay, lets do it! Maybe I can still get a better deal out there, but I needed to get this started now, not later. She told me it'll take them about a half and hour to fill them, oh, so you have them in stock, yes we do, she replies. Okay, so went back outside and sat in the car with mom until she got impatient and told me that they should have it ready by now. Okay, so back in there.

A small line. That's fine, its probably not ready yet anyway. I get behind some old man. He turns around and looks at me, sees me smiling and just had to do it, flirt. This fellow talked to me for a good 10-15 minutes, compliments abound in between questions, he made me smile more, I didn't mind talking to him, he was just being friendly after all. Even more so that when it came up about my mom and I had told him where she worked, he said, hey, that's where I live! It was his château after all, yeah, and he was also only 38 years old.  ;) He was a trip. Once I get up there, okay prescription not quite yet ready, a few more minutes, okay now it is. So I got, left there happy. But after this I may want to shop around, Finasteride is expensive, hope its worth it.

Get home, only have a half and hour til I have to be at work, so make an egg salad sandwich (my first thing to eat since early evening yesterday), then off to work I go, without the heigh-yo as I was getting tired. Got to work for 12pm, worked on a little bit of something until the truck arrived about 1pm, now so far the day, all morning the weather had been nice, gray clouds, occasional drops of rain, kind of cool out, well just as I told my mom, bet once the truck comes so will the heat, and sure enough it went from comfy to humid and hot. Bad enough I was tired, but also a bit weak from not eating enough and having blood taken from me, the only good thing is it was a small load of only 7 hundred something pieces, still took a good 2 hours to unload. By the time the truck was finished and I had taken my break, had about an hour and half to work out stuff, choose to work out snacks. Well, hours for this next week are cut drastically, I'm not scheduled to go back in until Wednesday, then the next day after that Friday, which of coarse is truck day, that doesn't give much time to get caught up on anything. We're getting really backed up, but why am I so flustered over this, its not like I'm the one in charge, guess its because I've always cared too much about getting things done when its something that I'm involved in, but have never been in control over how.

Anyway, work over with, my feet are dragging out that door, mom and Snickers were waiting for me in the car, Snickers as always so eager to sit on my lap the moment I get in, time to go home. Once home, mom had shown me that I got my food stamps card, okay good (we certainly could've used it earlier today though), just need to call to activate it. But we'd also got a letter from Time Warner (or internet provider) regarding something about us having to change our password because someone had tampered with our account, I still don't understand what this was about. Anyway, thinking it wouldn't take too long, I put some left over pasta in the microwave, start heating that up, get on the phone before I decide to hop in the shower and relax afterwards. Well, I was on the phone for over 40 minutes! It was crazy what I was being put through just for some stupid password that was supposedly changed recently without my consent, I didn't even know the purpose of this password. For what it seemed when it was all over it was just for my Time Warner email account that I didn't even know I had since I had never used it. The lady over the phone was difficult to understand, and me not understanding the steps she kept trying to walk me through at one point I got so flustered that I gave up and had to walk away from the phone, nearly crying because I was not only extremely pissed off but very tired. This event had me cursing more than I had probably the whole year (exaggeration, but it was a lot!). I scared my dog. Mom took over with talking to her, and when I cooled enough I came back over to try this again, creating a new password so that this whatever would be secure. What a @#$%ing waste of my time!

After that I took my shower, now after 6pm, an hour after I had gotten off of work. Took one Finasteride tablet, broke one of my estradiol tablets in half as the doc suggested, put that under my tongue, was fine with this one (as he said, the full dose was probably too much for me). I then finally sat down to relax, started typing out my day, but as much info as I had to enter in, mom kept asking me when I would be finished so we could watch The Walking Dead, so I saved what I had (about halfway through it all) then we sat down to watch it. Its after 1:30am now, just finished watching disc 1 like nearly an hour ago, got back to this log entry, will cruise around Susan's for a bit, then off to bed I guess.
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Annabella

I worked an eight hour shift from home while randomly dropping in here and checking out wigs and breastforms online (so scary and exciting) and was then rudely interrupted from this blissful pursuit by my SO's hours long tirade in response to my suggesting I might possibly maybe present as female in private at home at some point in the future. Since then I have been listening to science podcasts and trying to relax. So far unsuccessfully.

-Anna
"But you can only lie about who you are for so long without going crazy."
― Ellen Wittlinger, Parrotfish
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Megan Joanne

#1095
Got up early this morning, dolled myself up for going out, just to the post office, even though I wouldn't be going in. Mom had to pick up a package. We took Snickers along; she just loves the buh-bye rides. I walked around outside with Snickers for a few minutes while mom was inside. Then back home again. As we were getting ready to go into our apartment mom said, those construction guys were checking you out. "I know", I replied, "that was the point in wearing this pretty dress".  ;D She's like, oh geez, she's not only conceited, but she's a ho too. I just grinned.

That reminds me as we were leaving to go to the post office earlier and were pulling out onto the road we got to talking about how'd I'd been if I were born female bodied because I had made mention when we drove past all the construction guys that've been working on our apartment complex (they were sitting around taking a break before getting started, and a few so happened to look as we drove by) how I should take Snickers for a walk past them later wearing my new dress (the white one with the red and black floral pattern), there'd probably been a good chance I'd been a tease or probably knocked up more than a few times, because I told her if it weren't for me being so shy my whole life, introverted most likely only because of being uncomfortable in my body, I would have been very comfortable in a female body, perhaps too much, I think I would have been a completely different person than I am now. Probably best I was born the way I was, for my own good.

Because despite being shy, there is a naughty, but playful side to me that relishes in attention and I do make small or subtle suggestions of wanting it with a flirty smile or subtle gesture just for a look or compliment, and the result is, I get it. Nothing else comes of it, so what's the point? Well, it makes me happy, gives me a little bit of a confidence boost. I never used to be this way, I'm thinking since much of my strongest feminine changes happened so recently, and having lived this life so long now I'm finally starting to feel one with myself, that I've become comfortable where I'm actually opening up a little more. Not only that but since the start of this year suddenly my sex drive kicked in, something that I never really had before. Sure there was always horniness (this is only good if I want it, not when it does), but now its more that I desire to be with someone. Unlike much of my life before, I now find myself looking more (not just a quick glance and dismissing the thought an instant later as I used to) and getting aroused (not hard, more of a full body feeling) at the possibilities that play out in my mind. I feel like a woman more than ever (huge contrast to what I was feeling weeks ago). Oh, last night I was sitting there on our new couch watching the Walking Dead with mom and Snickers (she was just laying beside me) and was subconsciously caressing my own thighs, when I realized it, I thought, damn my legs feel so soft! I kept on doing it. Too bad though I didn't have someone else there to caress them for me.  ;D

Did my stretches, and did take Snickers out to throw out the trash, and yes in that pretty dress, but didn't walk passed any of the guys out there, I was just kidding after all, but anyway, dumpster was the opposite direction. Sat down to the internet, decided to relist my cross-stitches again on ebay, lowering the prices to something more reasonable that I could still feel satisfied with. That took a while. Now, maybe this time something will actually sell. Yesterday when looking at all of the pics I have on Picasa I decide to check out the trash bin, hadn't yet since I'd used this service, and woah, everything I trashed a few weeks ago was in there, I didn't think that they'd still be available, didn't realize they'd had to have been permanently deleted in order to really be gone, so restored everything that I thought I had completely deleted. This was good because I had a topic of my own for my cross-stitches at Sprite Stitch that after I had deleted (just merely trashed) all of my photos, well every image link got broken, so I thought because it'd take so long to individually create new links to newly uploaded pictures, that being so much work that it'd be better to start over again with a fresh topic instead, but no need to worry, everything is restored and back the way it was, mostly (still a lot of broken links though, ugh, I make so much unnecessary work for myself).

Getting hungry, will be making Sloppy Joes for lunch.

Okay, so the rest of the day I pretty much stayed off the internet. Mom and I went out, first to Walmart, only got a few things there, mostly we just needed to get out. After that hit up the Goodwill. I tried on several tops, none of those fit, what a shame, but also a bathing suit, two-piece with built on skirt around the bottoms. Hey, now that actually works, top didn't fit though, my boobs are too small, but the skirt thing would work, it covers, conceals pretty well. This is something to think about, at a later time, still not ready for it yet, mentally and especially bodily. While I was in the fitting room mom was out there finding more things for me, kept coming back with something else for me to try on. We each left with only one thing each, hey, better than nothing, and I got another cute dress. Hit up the grocery store real quick because mom was in the mood for watermelon, then home.

Watched The Walking Dead season 3 disc 2, and even though both tired continued to disc 3 watching the first episode on that one because we were really into it and just had to know what happened next. Also did laundry late last night too in between episodes. Finally went to bed after 2am.
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Shantel

Read Megan's commentary and felt as if I was reading the intimate thoughts of s teenage girl with raging hormones. Great post,  it's never too late Megan.
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Megan Joanne

#1097
With the site down for a bit I had kept my day yesterday typed out in notepad, sitting, waiting, ready to go, here is was:

Today, woke up late, been having pain under my left armpit (odd, it comes, I feel it for a few seconds, then it fades away, a few moments later comes back and repeats), also right leg, feels like muscle cramp, its been several hours for both of those feelings. Also been having diarrhea the past two mornings, since starting the finasteride (but I've also been eating ice cream, will just have to back off the dairy to be sure what's causing it), hopefully its not causing this nor those other two symptoms. Can't think of what'd be causing that pain in my pit, the leg pain is probably from stretching though, but then maybe they both are. Actually, just stretched my arms up, shoulder is tight and hurts a little when stretching, think I pulled it too much yesterday, must've caused some damage in my armpit as well from it. As is, from a fall I took damage from a couple years ago falling on the side of my ribs onto the corner of a cinder block, once healed up one thing I've noticed is that I can't stretch my left arm out as far as my right, it just won't do it as much, I think I tried too hard.

Took Snickers for a walk, was out there in the sun too long, and that dingbat won't go into the shade unless I force her to, started feeling sick from it so had to drag her back home. Dog don't make any sense, she's panting and breathing hard, gagging even a couple times but stands in direct sunlight just so she can sniff spots on the ground. Its going to be bad today, as was late last night doing laundry, it was so humid it was hard to breath. What I like about warm / hot weather, being able to dress light and comfy, what I hate, when it gets too hot, its very uncomfortable, then I wish for winter again.

Snickers is sleeping on the couch right now, we played for a little bit with all of her tennis balls (all 14 of them, she just keeps finding more) but I'm kind of tired today, lack of energy, plus hot, stuffy in the apartment, did have the air on but keeping it on too much will result in a way too high a bill, so every once in a while turn it on for a little bit. Can't open the windows or patio door because the air is hot, no cool breeze today. See problem with these places around here, all of them have these super high ceilings, that's a lot of unnecessary space to cool off, plus carpet, this don't help either in the summer, can't even feel coolness on your feet that hard flooring would offer.





Tried to gather up some energy so put on my new dress that I got from Goodwill yesterday to make me feel better, it worked a little bit. It buttons around the back of the neck, back comes down really low, and interestingly its got these really deep pockets on both sides in the front. I like it.







Was going to cross-stitch today, but not ready yet, my whole heart has to be into it otherwise it'll feel like work and I won't enjoy it. Got some ideas but still uncertain what to do next. Probably get something to eat, I'm hungry. Maybe get off my butt for a little while before my ass cheeks fall asleep.

My doggie and I played for a bit, today, bowling.



Later I did start cross-stitching, something cute, kinda little girlish, but I kind of like it. Was thinking of stitching on a baby onesie but that wasn't working out for me so back to the black aida.



Mom and I sat down and watched The Walking Dead again, disc 3 finished, two more to go. Time for bed.




Okay, now all caught up. So far today. Got up, took estradiol, showered, pulled body hair, got dressed, plucked facial hair, took Snickers for walk, ate breakfast, put on cartoons - Thundarr the Barbarian (watched several episodes), mom left for work. I then thought up something new to play with Snickers that while it didn't turn out to work as much as I was hoping it was fun trying it, involving making a curved ramp up our entrance door with one of her plush toys dangling down, the object for me to roll the tennis balls toward and up that ramp in an attempt to hit the jingling plush, while it all was very possible because I did manage to hit it once, Snickers was really good today in blocking my shots. She got pooped out, good, now she can rest comfy and dream nice dreams while I get on the internet for a bit. Yeah, so far that's pretty much it. Still getting diarrhea in the morning, not sure if its the finasteride or something I'm eating, its always so hard to tell when taking new medication how you're going to react to it, but otherwise I don't feel any different. I wonder how long before it kicks in, that and the estradiol before that thing between my legs stops trying to stick up, especially in the mornings. One positive I noticed this morning though, after pulling leg hairs, didn't leave those huge red bumps that usually leaves them looking like plucked chicken skin, so my legs look and feel a lot smoother than they had in a while.

Got email from my doctor,

"Hey Megan, your labs look fine, you can go forward with your therapy. You did have a mildly elevated TSH. This is the hormone your pituitary gland puts out to control your thyroid which makes hormones responsible for your rate of metabolism.  So if you are tired and sluggish and have been for most of your life, this may be why. I would like to investigate this further with more labs to pin down if you have a thyroid problem and if so, what kind. Do you have insurance to pay for these labs? We will look at free t3, total t4 and thyroid antibodies."

So gotta have that checked as soon as possible, get it out of the way and find out what's wrong with me and how best to deal with it. Thanks to Evelyn again for buying that cross-stitch, so now I have the money for these tests. From this point onward in my life, my health comes first. If I'm healthy I'm more guaranteed to be happier.

Later did a little bit of cross-stitching, made dinner, sat down to watch The Walking Dead season 3 disc 4. Didn't go to bed until after 4am though, not sure why but I just did not want to go to sleep yet even though I was tired.
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Blue Senpai

Looked for jobs on Craigslist. Looks like I'll just have to walk down in person to have a better chance at getting a job.i
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Adam (birkin)

Quote from: Blue Senpai on July 14, 2014, 04:58:41 PM
Looked for jobs on Craigslist. Looks like I'll just have to walk down in person to have a better chance at getting a job.i

I think this is a good idea...online jobs are just such harsh competition, you know? And sometimes the risk of scams as well.

Man if you want I could send you a sample resume I used to structure my own. I was hunting for 6 months and didn't get a single bite, I revamped my resume according to this sample, sent it to 7 places - I got a call back in 1 day from one place that has now hired me, another called me back after a week and I am working with them as well.
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