In a really, really bad mood today, not sure why, but I ended up having to sleep it off when I got home from work and shopping. Mom dragged me to Goodwill, I didn't feel like shopping and didn't really bother looking. And while grocery shopping I just walked around feeling and looking pissed off. I just wanted to go home. And shortly after getting home I went to sleep, actually quietly crying myself to sleep. I need someone to make me smile because I have yet to today, I tried to a few times but it looked and felt forced. Actually I don't think I can today, maybe tomorrow. I think I'm hating my life, not me, I'm fine with me (well not completely), just everything else in it.