my nipples have grown outward and have become slightly wider, not sure about budding completely yet because theyre still pretty soft all about, but they're certainly sore.
i'm not sure if boobs are what i want yet I love how they look when i wear clothes, so it's kind of a paradox. It may not be enough to get me off hormones, seeing as I finally feel normal, content, and happy for the first time ever..
I'm really conflicted.
Will staying on a low dose keep me at this stage?
Currently my levels of e are 54, and my t is 9 which is quite low i hear but i still feel really content.
Anyway.. just venting because i am really conflicted about alot of things.
Not about transition, just with some physical changes. Argh..
Once again, i'll probably talk with my dr soon..