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[crazyflower]

I'm crazyflower. I thought this looked like a good place to go because I am transgender. I am physically a female, but I'd rather be male.
I remember always hating female stuff and having terrible PMS. I wanted to be rid of it. One day I started reading about gender identity online. I started to wonder if I could be transgender. I thought about it a lot. Once I no longer considered my self female the world started to make sense. My mom seems to accept it , but I am not sure if she really understands. She booked me an appointment to get the birth control shot, but it isn't what I want. I just don't want to be female. I don't know how I would say it.
I do have an appointment with a gender identity psychiatrist in about two months. 

[King Malachite]

Hi welcome to Susans!  Congrats on being able to see a gender identity psychiatrist in about two months.  Make yourself at home here. 

[V M]

Hi crazyflower

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V M

[Devlyn]

Hi crazyflower, it's nice to meet you! We always have room for new friends here. Get busy posting, it has its' rewards. Hugs, Devlyn

[Ms. OBrien CVT]

Hi Crazyflower,

Welcome to our little family. Over 6696 strong. That would be one heck of a family reunion.

Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams.  Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.


Janet

[Felix]

Welcome to Susan's. This is a good place to find info and help in figuring yourself out.

[Cindy]

Hi crazyflower,

Sounds like you have a plan. Always a good start. Welcome from a rather sunny South Australia

I have a garden full of crazy flowers

Cindy

[kelly_aus]

Hi Crazy Flower,

Just another of the Aussie crowd dropping by to wish you a warm welcome!

hugs,
Kelly

[justmeinoz]

Hi and welcome from yet another of the Aussie contingent.

A good Gender Therapist can help you work out where you are on the gender spectrum, and help you ask the questions you probably can't articulate.  I know mine did, and still does.

Some people here have always known who they were, but others end up taking years to get the idea.  It sounds like you have got a good start towards resolving your issues.
Remember to be as kind to yourself as you would be to your best friend, and take your time.  It's a steep learning curve, but I think everyone here will say it is worth it.
Eat slow and have fun.

Karen.