What am I?

[Stealthly]

I'm a straight male, but I happen to like MtF transexuals. But my curiosity started like many others she-male porn, I got hard just like I would looking at any other porn, even after I saw the genitalia, I was mostly turned on by I guess female features, along with the "masculine" power/dominance, but I decided to do research, and later found out that most MtF don't really like any attention given to their genitalia, or masculine features, and some do HrT which makes their penis not function anymore. Did this disappoint me? No, I was still turned on by the effeminate features, despite not having a vagina, or a functioning penis. I do want to meet one tho, the things I did learn tho, is the ->-bleeped-<- trans have to put up with from simple everyday shopping, to acquiring jobs where they need to obtain medical support for "sophisticated" jobs. In the end I learned Transexuals are just as human as anyone else. But what I really want to know is am i just some horny ->-bleeped-<- who should just stick to masturbating to porn, or a closet-admirer? Sorry if I sound confusing. 

[V M]

Hi Stealthly 

Welcome to Susan's     I understand you are questioning your attraction to trans women, possibly something to consider are your intentions

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[gennee]

Welcome to Susan's, Stealthly.

[Amazon D]

I'm a straight male, but I happen to like MtF transexuals. But my curiosity started like many others she-male porn, I got hard just like I would looking at any other porn, even after I saw the genitalia, I was mostly turned on by I guess female features, along with the "masculine" power/dominance, but I decided to do research, and later found out that most MtF don't really like any attention given to their genitalia, or masculine features, and some do HrT which makes their penis not function anymore. Did this disappoint me? No, I was still turned on by the effeminate features, despite not having a vagina, or a functioning penis. I do want to meet one tho, the things I did learn tho, is the ->-bleeped-<- trans have to put up with from simple everyday shopping, to acquiring jobs where they need to obtain medical support for "sophisticated" jobs. In the end I learned Transexuals are just as human as anyone else. But what I really want to know is am i just some horny ->-bleeped-<- who should just stick to masturbating to porn, or a closet-admirer? Sorry if I sound confusing.

It sounds like you wrote this after playing with yourself which means your not writing it all hyped up and horny. The question yo have to ask yourself can you stop watching that porn which is degrading to many of us (not all) or will you be back on that porn watching rollercoaster ride in a few hours or tomorrow?

[Stealthly]

It sounds like you wrote this after playing with yourself which means your not writing it all hyped up and horny. The question yo have to ask yourself can you stop watching that porn which is degrading to many of us (not all) or will you be back on that porn watching rollercoaster ride in a few hours or tomorrow?

Yes I am capable of self-control, and thank you for the welcomes V M, and gennee. As for my intentions, I don't really have any besides not hurting anyone.

[Constance]

Welcome, Stealthly.

My experience has been that I'm attracted to those persons I'm attracted to. Some have told me to not overanalyze my attractions and others have told me that I need help. Over the last 10 months of HRT, I've noticed my sexual orientation has fluctuated. At this point, I'm not really sure how to identify my orientation.

I think that sometimes people feel objectified by those who find them attractive. For my part, I've never chosen my attractions. I've only chosen my interactions.

Explore the site and enjoy your stay!

[JoanneB]

IMHO you are splitting hairs over "Horny ->-bleeped-<-" and "Closet Admirer". The only real difference I see between the two is a horny ->-bleeped-<- is going out to clubs frequented by MTFs and/or paying for call-girls (often one and the same in some clubs). A closet admirer is just that. Stays home and watches porn and fantasizes.