So, I am getting closer to my FFS (and subsequent breast augmentation), and changing my gender on my license and passport... and I have days of happiness.... which suddenly turn into days of depression, and back again.
Is this normal?? I know everyone's path is different, but GEEZ!!
Friday night I was at dinner with my parents. In walked a woman with a style very close to what I wear. She was beautiful. I said to myself "I cannot WAIT until I am just living my life that way everyday!"... Then, Saturday morning on the phone with my friend, i burst into tears and cried my eyes out.
WTF??
I'm not a depressive type of person..... And I've been excited about what's coming...... but the last two weeks have been a rollercoaster. Not thoughts of not to do it, but just down about the whole thing......
I guess I kind of assumed at this point there would be no more fear or anxiety.... but boy, I've been up and down for two weeks........ BLAH! BLAH I SAY!
