Unhappy: Really bad doctor's appointment with Mother, early in the morning when I get frustrated and cry stupidly easily, with the same doctor who doesn't seem to either listen or understand what I mean.
Better: At least getting a referral to an endocrinologist.
Worse: Estrogen cycles are trying to emotionally wreck me. It was much worse this time than it has been in a while, but it always seems to get worse with passing months and years.
Better: I think I found a way to get onto a low dose of T, if only it'll work and a doctor will listen to my logic. I need to type out what I'm thinking simply and clearly so it can't be misunderstood (or at least somebody would have to stretch to not get it).
Better and worse: Emotions are more stable, but this means the beginning of shark week and awful cramping.
Better: Endometrial ablation (cauterization of the uterine lining) is a practical possibility that I plan to ask the parents about later (they might pay for it).
Also better: I think I have time to try doing henna. Now to figure out where I'm going to put the patterns... Legs, maybe? I've also figured out how to make real hot chocolate, and it's going from not tasting like crap to actually tasting pretty good.
