Thank you everyone for your support and you, Emerald, I thank you for existing. Knowing the extent of hatred for real third person or androgyne individuals, I am impressed to see you have survived the pressure from both sides and are able to be. Why do I say "both sides"? Because you've hit upon something that is absolutely true. GENDER IS FALSITY OF A CONSTRUCT. The question that arises, if it is so, why perpetuate the falsity? As we know, not only falsity but also ignorance breeds misery and deformity? And falsity made someone big, one time, long ago. Falsity pays off in more ways than one. Women, I believe, are not all unaware that to comply with a MANDATORY DRESS CODE is both humiliating and undeserving of a human being, yet they comply. Some men do know that female bodied are more than breeding, mating and cooking mechanisms set up in place, yet they comply with the image of believing otherwise. Why? It is false, it is untrue. Because falsity is a tool of evil and ignorance is its prerequisite. Since most people are lazy, and are unable to divorce themselves from the truth value of the argument, they remain below the line of evolution. In fact, most people's existence can be compared to the one of the amoeba: move away from pain, move to food. Escape, or engulf. The so called "complexity" has never reached the foundational level of humanity - regular folks, and without these regualr folks getting educated and enlightened, and accepting the fact that the constructs they've been practicing all their lives are neither true nor beneficial to them, we cannot progress. Unfortunately though most people (women especially) tend to go for peace as opposed to truth, and shift and change like mythological sea god of many shapes (yet he gets captured by the hero, great moral of the story!) in order to "accomodate all perspectives" some perspectives stem from ignorance of the facts (insuffcient understanding of the facts, incomplete knowledge of the facts, incomplete honesty with the facts or/and oneself, escewed perpective), they, since women are not trained in the art of logic and philosophy are are extremely poor in math understanding, and to attribute to ALL OF THEM the SAME VALUE, is a mistake and falsity. Cowardice, my friend, had many coats and nothing underneath. The King of woman's vanity, is after all, naked...Women tend to confuse the facts, get emotional, yank things out of the context and attribute meaning to things that is not there. Being a woman without thouhgt (coming from one who once was) is like living on the bottom of the ocean: "everything is connected, ahh, and feel the energy." To fish (to whom many transmen have compared themselves - imagine a human being take pride in mutating like a fish, going with the flow as opposed to going with own will and thought!), it does not matter what is true of what is false. All fish wants to do is survive. Fish does not think (many women love to jump here and yell: how do you know, have you ever been a fish? well, ladies...) and fish does not like math, nor logic, nor argumentation. Fish does not care what aquirium you put it in, because it is a fish and can't do much about it. When women say that they "go with the flow", "don't really care what to wear" (when I ask them why they shave or wear cloth that was MANDATORILY COMMANDED TO THEM BY GUYS), "don't really care what to eat", "don't understand logic", "don't like math", "don't care what the government is doing" - these women are fish. What makes us human being is reason, and while the male often reserves it for himself through a series of painful and humiliating "lessons" for a woman not to think, it is her duty to resist and not to turn into a fish.
But to finish a thought, no, the evolutionary ones who flow outside the gender and gender proponents CANNOT be reconciled. The reason I am miserbale and my friend is miserable, is the existence of this gender boundary. I CANNOT LIVE MY LIFE OUTSIDE OF IT. I AM IN IT. THE JOBS, THE APT RENTAL, THE SCHOOLS, THE STORES, THE CLOTH, THE MEDIA THE CHURCH-SYNAGOGUE-MOSQUE-WICCAN TEMPLE are all imbued with it. There is no getting away with it. I have to explain myself a thousand times EVERY DAY. I cannot "not care." I care. I am a sensitive artist and I feel everything. And it is not I, women, that should change, because I have not done anything wrong, I am evolving, it is your allowed and permittted gender constructs that have to change. After all, I don't have to pretend the outright hate and violence against people like me does nto exist, BECAUSE IT DOES. And because instead of my beauty being seem I get relogated to the camp of "freaks". We cannot coexist, the gender contructs and us, because every time I am outside or among people, I get comapared to these ->-bleeped-<-ing weak and artficial constructs, asked questions, made comments about. Because what is true and natural gets disputed by what is false and unnatural, and the VALIDITY OF MY VERY BEING is being questioned. THIS IS EQUIVALENT TO ANTI-SEMITISM, RACISM, NATIONALISM, MISOGYNY. When someone calls someone else a "->-bleeped-<-" or a "kike" you don't tell them to "take it easy and forget all about it." So, why am I often adviced to do the same? And why it is understood the Ku Klux Klan members and Jews and Black people are ideologically opposed, no, in fact the very existence of blacks and jews is what make the other camp - Ku Klux Klan, go berserk, their existences [ are incompatible. This is understood, but the fact that horrible and suffocating gender constructs DIRECTLY OPPOSE MY EVOLUTION WITH THEIR THOUSAND AND ONE WAYS, is not clear. So long as that make up ->-bleeped-<-, and skirt ->-bleeped-<- and shave your legs ->-bleeped-<- and man is THE man ->-bleeped-<- and so much more exists, I CANNOT. PEOPLE LIKE ME CANNOT. NO LIFE THAT IS NORMAL AND GOOD CANNOT BE LED.
This is the truth, and if women are unable to handle an argument, they have no business using word and communicating with Homo Sapiens but should be swimming, as fish, on thbe bottom of the ocean. I am not supposed to devolve because they all got their tails firmly between their legs.
