Heres just some stuff I wrote in the last year during different states of mind. Wanted to post it here so its not just something I keep to myself.
Positive
Life is like a raging river, some people go with the flow, others are pulled under and a few fight the currents and head for the shore.
Those who make it ashore, leave paths for others to follow, lighthouses that warn of the rocks, signs of a new way of life cut into the earth, Hidden amongst the forest the lesser trails remain, where only the adventurous and fearless dare tread.
Life is uncertain, but one truth remains. We decide where we wander and whether we are alone on our way to our shore.
Negative
Between truth and lies I stand shackeled by the demands of society. Each step I take inches me closer to the freedom I desire. A tightrope walk before the masses, the darkness comes. Slowly drowning me in its wake. I reach out but I am so alone. No one follows my path, it is one only I can take. To push on I must first overcome my own demons. They are stronger than me as they are with me always, waiting for my hour of need.
The more I head towards the light, the greater hold the darkness has over me. On one hand salvation, on the other damnation, both linked to my state of mind. Life is of my choosing, but society condemns my choice for happiness. Life is precious but mine is a hindrance to those who are as society demands.
Pain is the order of the day, a manifestation of hopes lost to the cries of its impossible, What will they think of me and I am afraid. Slowly I return to my dark corner where there is only nothingness and despair.