You know how I hate this, but I need to try it again. A friend I come out to and that I talk to him through live told that my voice does not really sound like a guy's, and the GD therapist I visited on monday said that she would not be able to gender me correctly on the phone, and that I could do it. I don't exactly believe that , and you know that I have no confidence and my most common phrase is "I can't do it, I'll never be able, it's impossible". This two recordings have the voice I use when I don't feel confident or I am plainly scared. They obviously don't sound as female and I am not trying anything, but it is just my default voice, without trying to force the pitch, intonate or do anything.
Spanish:
http://snd.sc/PylfHnEnglish:
http://snd.sc/Y7x2fPNo text reading or anything, so it does not sound very well, I don't even know what to say. I know, it sucks, and it is even worse than in real life. I'll probably delete them in a few hours.
I have a bad tendency to tighten my throat when talking, and almost not letting air pass. I know I can get to 200 on raw sounds and sing in the 200 range, but I don't know how to transfer that to talking. No matter what I try, I alwayst start on 100, and I can't seem to avoid dropping there with each consonant.
Trying an A-B-C... to assure myself I can reach a certain pitch and start high.
http://snd.sc/PyoWNiI'm leaving it on lesson 1-10 for today, half an hour and already quite tired. Although not with quality, what I have clear is that I can reach an acceptable pitch, but I don't know how to put it in normal talking. What I don't get is why my pitch seems to go down so much con the finish of each syllable. It does not seem to happen to other analyzed people. Probably just how my throat is...